last words.

woo~

hey 08~

here's the last words to be posted in 'you'~

lots of things happened...

sad..hurt...happy..wadever...

what comes around, goes around...

yeah~ all became memories in my mind and also heart..

hmmmm~~~~~

going to say bye to 'you' soon...

and hello to ur pal...2009!!

hope that in the new year...

there will be more happy things/moments to be around with me...

am i getting a NEW life??

yeah..hope so..depends......

oh well, all the best to all and also me!! =)

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Happy New Year guyz!!

Last Christmas.

y 'last'?? wuuu~
few more mins to 12 then it's passed already...
and the xmaz song i love is 'last christmas'...
oh well...lolx
didnt go for any visiting this year...
*good...coz i don like...lolx*
stay at home whole day...
i THOUGHT there would be something special showing on tv...
who knows...
Boring~~~~~
~.~
asked bro to bring me out he also rejected me..ish.
fine.........
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waited bro's frens until 8 smth deedo then came 1st...
after him is ah lung...
had our steamboat at 10+ pm...
again....ate til stomachache...=="
kolian sang hua 11+ den reached...coz she's 'part-timing' at Boulevard...
now she's eating down there...=x
maybe later watch DVD with them?? dono...
oh well...it's the 26th already~

bye xmaz~~ =(

and helo New Year~
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*hope everything that i'll be going through in future goes smoothly and my frens and family live heathily and happily~*

24dec08

CHRISTMAS eve~~

this year's eve i celebrated with friends instead of family (which is used to be)...

met up with dear, ying, mami and pei at mami's house..

waited for deh to bring us to her new house~ at 7th mile..

had our party there...

it's a part of celebrating deh's 'house warming' too..

then met up with dine, jenna and late comers norman, haw and chun mei...

funny that me and jenna took too much food...

then we look at each other...

same idea popped in our mind...

*we cant finish them..* hahahha

tamjiak us...=x

then we crap along and took some pics..

forgot to get those pictures from them...*aiyaa....*

only got this one which is with dear...*and a lil part of haw* ahahahah =x

too bad i cant countdown this christmas with them..

coz needa go midnight 'mass' at church...

when it's 12, i can hear the 'bong bong bong'...

missed the 'the Spring' part...oh man....

they were having christmas carolling/choir there...

and countdown + firecrackers part...awww...

called dear and wished her merry xmaz~

then SPAM msgs to jimuix/buddies...lolx

and yeah~!!

met my 'comfirmation class' frens...(but we are just the-hi-frens)

actually i spotted them earlier ago already...

but not dare to greet them...

oh gosh that they still remember me when they met me!!!

hahahahaha

leticia dyed her hair...wow~

and sam still the same..beauty~

both of them become more matured and gorgeous~ haha =x

how nice they stil remember me~ ^^

oh ya!!

Happy Birthday Jesus!! ^^

being quiet.speechless.

haiz...
why are u so......
fine..i respect u, i dont wanna say anything 'poison'...
sometimes u make me really 'pekchek'...
im looking for a place or time for myself to be alone also hard...
in ur eyes im naughty, lazy, dont wanna help u in this and that, like to 'play'...(no doubtS for them)
but u never know sometimes how pain my heart is when u done this and that on me...
or what am i thinking or feel at that moment...
u never bother to communicate or what with me...
so u never know the world in my heart...
know what, u can just scold me...
but why u wanna add on 'cib*i moi' when u scold me???!!!
i ever told u not to call me that.
it's rude...and i dont like vulgar!!
u should know that u're a Mom...how can u say that to ur Child???
and i got my OWN room now...it's a place where i can have my PRIVACIES...
but u always give me a thought of *WHAT WILL I BE DOING INSIDE??*...
then sometimes just get a key and OPEN my door...*speechless*
and u ALWAYS dont even wanna KNOCK on the door before u come in...wth.
wow.is that call i HAVE my own room now??
or is it that's a part of ur room too? ish.
told u dozens of time to KNOCK on the door already...
but u just dont bother!!
then u just smile smile~ say what aiya don like this la...or knock what door la haiya...
gosh.SPEECHLESS.i need privacy and respect, k??!!
ish!!
u never bother on my words.
and sometimes i dont like to do houseworks is coz...
why dont bro do them too??
if they do, so do i...(is this an excuse?? whatever)
sometimes im lazy and tired to talk to u already...
so i choose to be quite...and just listen to ur nag...
coz u dont bother on my words or scold me even worst if i voiced out my thought...
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forget it.
being quiet is enough for me.

Lesson 3.

haiz...dat day told uncle i wanna choose 9am's lesson...
(coz i noe he WILL be late...and im not a patient gurl...=x)
but then he asked me to choose 8.30am..
me : ok lo~ ( not dare to say he will be late like the other day..=X )
in the end...he's really late and 9 something then reached my house...
aiyok.i can sleep bit longer mah...lala~
wow.today he din't hold the stearing(dono how to spell) for me...
the feeling is nice when it depends on myself to drive till pending...
and i somehow know how to use the gear thingy already(geh-kiang)..mwahahah.
i drove smoothly during the beginning...
but 'died fire' few times dono at which part already...LOL sia soi...
it din't rain anymore after i drove for awhile..
then uncle asked me to drive till the-place-where-test-will-be-given...(dono how to call that place)
lucky for me that no one was using the 'parking spot'..
wow.it took me much energy to turn the stearing till its limit..
it took 4-5 times to turn the strearing till its limit for the whole section...
(the stearing is heavy and hard za...@@)
in the end, made me tired...but i still wana do it...
tried 3 times for the whole process...o.O
it's cool...and 'tricky'..gonna practice more on that...
after that it's about time for huili's lesson...
so i drove back home again...

a-HA...during the process...
uncle always said lots of things to me..
but sometimes i dint paid attention to him...aikx.
coz he talked quite fast and make-me-blurry...
so i just 'agak-agak' know what he talked and 'en en...oo...haha...yalo..' to him..HAHAHA
Sorry for that ar uncle~ ^^
but sometimes i got say a PHRASE to u also eh~ =x

hurt.

说好的幸福呢

周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你了

但你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了

时间过了 走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了 我哭了

一开始都不快乐

你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你了

但你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了

时间过了 走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了 我哭了

一开始都不快乐

你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

我都还记得

你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

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a feel to voice out something:

it's a touched song here.

repeating-ly sing along with it.

sumhow makes me wana cry.

please treasure the one u love.

and also care his/her feelings.

he/she is not ur puppet that u make fun with and makes u happy.

he/she is the one who love u and might be ur soulmate.

who knows.

u dont even have the right to love someone if u just play a trick on them.

it's a shame on u.

a JOKE. hilarious.

im gonna take back my words...
the-used-to-be se7enpointsix's life is now returned...
and gonna have lesser confidence and trust on guys in future...
thanks to him!!
i'd cried many times bcoz of him...
he dont even console me...in a way that he wont make me cry anymore!!
i still feel it's my bad to end it.
God Bless that i found out the REAL him (which im afraid of) that make me don't feel so again...
neway...heck cares.he's outta my life now!! forever!!!
i dont wanna hear a SINGLE fck-ing thing bout him anymore.
get a life.dont bother me.
a piece of shiet.
damn unfortunate and stupid me.
needa blame that on myself too...
yay that he's leaving...
go back there and flirt more chicks as u like.
just dont bother my world anymore!!
u're out of my list.
FUCK OFF playboy!!!
HATE it!!!
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congrates to u for being the first person im using a 'full' vulgar to~
cause i hate to say vulgarities and will censored it if im really angry with the thing.

Lesson 2.

a-HA!!
tried lots of things just now...
changed land...'potong' car...wait at traffic...passed the traffic during green/yellow light (feel glory.LMAO)...
u-turn...'round-a-bout' thing...reversed(1-2 cm only)...blablabla...
it was raining this morning...
cool...i can learn...BUT..the rear-mirror thing is coverd with water vapour...
blurred my vision...= ="
hate the splashing-of-the-water-when-drive-passed...
irritating...lolx.
drove from my house>'ming tat hua'??>'road A and B'>simpang tiga>jalan song>tabuan jaya>home(stutong)
woo hoo~ fun!! but...bit nervous and scared too...
'engine died' for a few times...aikx.XDXD
yeah...this is my feelings while driving..HAHA
= ="

19dec08.

early in this morning had changed a part of se7enpointsix's life..?
hahahaha.hmmm~
so bad...made me 'shi mian' then total-ed up only slept for 3 hours only...><
coz morning needa wake up early again...=x
yeah~ i know it's FAST...*really*
kinda afraid...
but hopefully he can give me confidence on it...
hmm~ a new begining for me...
but sadly, he's leaving soon...><
*cant fulfill my christmas's dream~ ><*

Anniversary.

HaPPY BiRTHDAY

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se7enpointsix.blogspot.com

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'you' are getting 'older' with my thoughts and feelings here day by day...

thanks for a 'place' like here...

*forget and restart*

L license.

yeah...
this morning was the first time for me driving manually on the main road...
got really nervous before it...
but when i got into it...
it's fun!
and of course...*afraid too*
gonna practise on busy road soon..
*wow* 0.x
luckz for me!

in love.

Recently......
im luv with....

[the star]
Miley Cyrus
yeah~ gonna find out her show [Hannah Montana] and also her songs...like some of them...haven't got the chance to listen to them all yet...but i will...^^ maybe gonna buy her disc...=x her voice is quite unique and i kinda like it..lolx. and yeah..Happy sweet 16~~

Jonas Brothers
especially for Nick (Miley's ex) and Joe..=x like them after watched 'Camp Rock' and also found them on the web...quite cute...lolx. some of their songs are good too~ again...gonna look for them~ XD

Zanessa
Za - Zac Efron
Nessa - Vanessa Anne Hudgens
arh~~ the couple in 'High School Musical' and also in real~ think that they are probably the cutest and sweetest teen couple ever in Hollywood!! wondering are they still couple now?? Hopefully they are!! love zanessa!! XP


[the song]
Beyonce - If I Were a Boy
it's written by beyonce if im not mistaken...neway..it indicates that she's in a "guy's" point of view...
she's hoping that that's the way she wants her man to treat her...it's really a nice song! just Try it ^^

Demi Lovato / Joe Jonas - This Is Me
im in love with this song since the first time i heard it in Camp Rock!!!
it sounds like a gal who was less confident towards herself hiding in the dark...but, she has found out who she really is and wanna show out what she really got in her. a NICE song here~!!

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to be continue.....

10dec08

appie 17th burpdae dear yao~

*finally*

*yeah~ most ppl who walk-passed were looking at her...=x*

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yeah~ bought this 'suku-bin' turtle for her...

no doubt, she really loves it...

and even casting 'show' for her turtle...LOLx

(think gonna offer myself to be the scriptwriter soon...=x)

*innocent turtle*

think of gettin myself one too ><

damn cute la...

i used to 'torture' it before handed to dear..AHAHAHA aikx.=x

(im gonna snatch back from u ar dear...=x)

yeah...me, dear and ying celebrated at Mitsu Shabu?

lolx.quite nice la~

too bad the 'cake part' was too early to be 'exposed'...

aiyooo~

(the waiter LOVES to sing eh..o.o)

then, we RUN to the spring for our second venue~

and meet up with mami hui there~

so funny la her...

thought that she saw us already...

but...she did not!! ahaha

we follow her back and CIRCLE the PDI~

i thought she might saw me through the mirror...

still, she did not!! ahahaha

in the end..we appeared and i got smacked by her twice on the arm~

*ouch~ why me...><*

we window-ed shopping + walked around~

end up sitting and enjoying ourself at starbucks.

we played the bought-earlier-on-dried-ice-which-was-in-a-can-thing.lolx

kinda like 'sua pa lou'...ahahaha=x

took some pics and dear's-suku-act-video...

then...HSH~

all the best!!
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touched leh dear~

flu-ed damn badly dat day still wana celeb wit u...AHAHAHA. =="

some of the pics looked damn hamsap with my sleepy-looked..@@"

hope dat can celeb my jimuiz' bdae together every year~!!

08dec08

happy 1st anniversary dear yao~
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AHA HA HA HA Ha =="

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yea~ Jing Wu Men had brought us together~

wonderful experience it was!! ^^

just to get to noe u well from then onwards...

oh gosh...while typing this...

i think of a quite-funny moment...

dat time we are make up-ing for our comp in the toilet...

den u saw a 'boi' went into the gal's toilet...

and u said smth like : i thought dis is a gal's toilet??

den i said : yalo hor...

who noes he's actually a SHE...

wow..both of us hid in the toilet quickly till she goes away...

LOLOL.remember dat? ahahaha.

*sorry to the gal..=x*

yeah~ forever chok 'dears' we are ^^

*may-mo-li*

im not me.

hey ya friday~
a boring day...again....
and so to yesterday...
nothing much to do at home...
rotting maybe?
have a headache ynite and also today...
after sleeping...ain't feel any better though...
body feels hot now...but ain't fever i guess...
get my lips 'broken' again..
gonna drink lots of water..
but....
lazy and dont have the habit to...hmm~


i hate this holiday....!!







im sad...
im angry...
im tired...
im letting go...
im Different...
im N0THING...
Moody days for me.
Time fades everything.
*MISS and HATE*

3 Dec.

because of 'shi mian'..wake up at 6.30 this morning...

then went to huili's house...wait for chun mei to fetch us..

we went to our school to see the 'disaster'...*haiz*

then went to s'wak branch for our meeting...

all of us were pissed by the newspaper reports...sheesh..

*pls stop accusing without any evidence like it's us who burnt down ur house...==" *

then we have our meeting till bout 1pm...

quite lots ex-leaders appeared~

penny, jing shiuan, jia zhen, min chin, chung wui, phoebe, huiling, karen, sze howe.........

guess what...

it's Liang Yuan's bday!!

*HAPPY BiRTHDAY YUAN!!!*

so we went to Kado for lunch and also a part of celebration...

recommended by chun mei..

the place is REALLY nice~

i like the design...the atmosphere...and sumhow the privacy...

the food is not bad afterall~

played 'Fei Ji Qi' with huili, chun mei and hl...

chun mei always got 'EATEN' by huili OR cant make the '6'...AHAHAHA.

we went to Pop Wave after that..

woo~ 1st time ever to step and sing in karaoke's place..

FUN!!! we shout! we laugh! we fooled around! we jumped on the sofa! eheheheh

and chun mei bought a bottle of Heineken for Yuan~

dont judge a book by its cover~
Yuan manage to finished 2/3 of it..woo~

(coz i kua soi her wont gonna drink it..aikx.sorry~~ AHAHAHAHAha~)

we sang from about 2.30pm till 5pm~

cool~ but end up TIRING and bit Sorethroat...LOLx

in the end..coz of this...i'd been scolded by mom...><

explained to her that im safe at there...

but..she still insisted that it's not a good place to be around...Haiz~

looks like it's hard for me to sing K with them already...=(

*jenna,dine,me,yuan,huili,hl, (ptohographer haw)....... >>> saw chun mei? =x*

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at night~

went to watched the 10pm Bolt with bro, sang hua and deedo...

it seems like a year already since the last i stepped into cinema...=X

AIYOOO...the doggy is DAMN cute!!!!

i WANT it for REAL!!!

it's SO cute when the kitten asked him to act pity just to get food from human...

the dropping-down of its ears....

the looking-up eyes...

AHAHAHAH.

and his head is bigger than his owner's...HOHOHO

when he thought that he has super powers...

his acts are really damn funny and cute!

gosh...and most of all...

the dumpped-by-owner-part made my tears to dropped...AWW~ sad~~~ TT_TT

(but it has story behind..watched it urself)

then went to school's nearby Lok2 for supper...

saw 2/3 ex-leaders...not sure bout their names already...=x=x

them reached home at about 1am...

wow~ Tiring day...but fun... thanks all~ ^^

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===========Bolt============

it's main character is the Bolt, the dog...

he and his owner, Penny (voiced by MILEY CYRUS ^^), are actors...

he's always as the lead to rescue his owner from danger..

and in movies...he has super powers..

he's such an adorable, lovable, protective dog that he will feel unsafe whenever Penny got kidnap by the Bad-Guys...(in fact, it's only a movie part)

but he THINKS that it's real and Penny is in danger...

so, to save Penny...he starts to get out from the acting place and headed to find the Bad-Guy...

he met Mittens (a kitten which was once dumpped by owner) and also Rhino, the hamster, who admires Bolt and WANNA be like Bolt someday..

in between...lots of funny things happen..and CUTE!! ^^

about the end......

*watch it urself =)*

it's a worth cartoon or movie to watch though~^^

where's my spirit.

im really tired already...

physically.

MENTALLY.

SHUT.UP

oh pp-lizzz...
can u please stop askin me about when or why dont accept him.!!
u're gettin bit annoying...
i noe u wont see dis...
but just stop dat crap pls..ish.


and....


pp-lizzzz....
whenever u have problems with ur dear...
dont always 'dong bu dong' jiu find me leh...
say real..i with her is not so close like what u think...
and i dono much about her...
so...whenever she dint reply u or what...
dont always find me...
i CANT help u...!!
dont spam me too...
i noe u LOVE her and CARE her...
then let her LOVE u and CARE u like how u does!!!
i CANT do anything!!
depends on her wether wana reply u or not...
or maybe u did smth wrong dat makes her dont wana reply u or so...
zzz~


damn...i'll get tired or sick of it too sometimes...!!

SLEEPiNG.ANGEL.where.are.YOU

DAMN!!

why recently i'll SHI MIAN???

since the spm starts til now..

everydae just slept for 6-7.5 hrs...

aihz...coz of what??

why can they sleep for 10+ hrs or even half of a day?

and not me?

do i need meditation?? o.O

make me everyday tired nia...@@

*headache*

NOVEMBER.

hmm~
its the last day for NOVEMBER 2008 already.
time really flies.
lotz of thing happened to me during this month.
from the bad + sad one...to the 'obstacle' of F5s'...
and to the 'will-our-friendship-remains' part...
it's quite a tough month.
but i already went through them.
and there's more and more to come.
might be getting sad-der...or bad-der.
who knows..cant say much.....

although dint meet just in this few days.
feels like im getting further apart from u already.
miss the nicks we gave to each other...
they slowly disappear now...
i cant make myself 'special' to u i guess...
is it real that there's nothing u can talk or share with me already?
(inoeihavlotz..butitsokaydy...dontwanadisturbya...)
or coz of me again?
ther's still a long way that we wont be meeting.
just hope our friendship wont be so weak.
smtms think that maybe if dont find u for the time-being is a good way too?
so that u have more things to share with me?
but seems its the other way round..and worser...
haiz...just miss the times....
nvm...i'll just follow the way it should be...
or might be someday will slowly get used to it dy...
bout the promises...
up to u ba~
happy always jek~
and i have a Thing for u...
guess u saw it will very happy ba...?
hmm..guess so~ .
jux wait for it ba~ ^^v
t.carez~

lub...

RYNN.

woo~
went to a short 'concert' with ying, her sis n mami...
too bad dat he sang 4 songs only..><
coz he's sick i guess...
his songs are not bad afterall~
sang the Kao An tgt~
dat moment really kinda touched...
(and that's the only song i noe how to sing..coz not a fan of his..=x)
but for now...
yeah~
gonna admit that...
im 'shot' by Lin Yu Zhong...
kewt + dao...
aikx.LOLOL
gahyao yea~
and rmb ur words...
come back and stay in Kuching.?! LOL
take carez!!
and...

happy belated bday...





*M* FM DJ wen kang's hair is......speechless*

GRADUATiON SONG [friends forever] - vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And There was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fai
And this is how it feels

Chorus:

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

gosh...this song makes me think of all my JIMUIX n BUDDIEZ.!!

damn!!!

dor ask mi to listen to it...

when i open it...tears already drop again before i get to listen to the singer sings...

argh.....i just SO miss u guyz!!!

feels like we are getting far apart~~~

yeah~~

i dont want too...=(

hope that we can stay like how my brother them do...

always manage to hang out together although they have their own things to busy with...

then BBQ or steamboat together if ther's any occasion...

damn miss our school life that we spent together...*sobx*

.MEMORIES.

LOVE U ALL!!!

DEHYDRATED.

arghhhh...
i cant take this anymore!!!
damn FLU!!! GET LOSE from my nose!! ish.
sneeze whole day alrd...*till now*
im going to be DEHYDRATED~~~ @@
tried to sleep to make myself feel btr...
but cant...><



haiz...dono y when jen told me we left 6 days to be 'independent'..
i dont have the excitement for it...
yy?? maybe today is not my day to think about dat eh...
hmmm~
and planned today to 'pia' for my bio...
coz of this stupid flu...
cant even concentrate...damn!
lost my day...



this noon...after sent my 'thought' to dear yao...
dono y...kinda sad and disappointed with her reply...
and dono wad to reply le...
jiu din reply her...
(and maybe she's pia-ing her bio ther..don interrupt her ba...)
i think this is the first time i dint reply her msg hor...o.O
lolx.haiz~
till here then....

MEMORiES.

wow...

2008 juz passed like its yesterday...

it seems like only few months ago i joined in kuching high.
few weeks ago im in form 4 still.
and now...the last day of our school has already passed.
gosh!! damn miss my dearie.jimuix.buddies now!!
miss the time when we're fooling in class...

go to lab and do experiments...

'tease' the teacher in class...

(especially our cute pn.chai..hahaha. TIAN..i MISSED it!! when u tease her..her reaction is so cute and funny ahaha)

JANUARY...

first few weeks of school feel so siens..

coz stil in holiday mood~ woo~

( that time with dearie yao.ying.lam.jen.yian not so close gok..=x )

soo...nothing much can say...and forgot..aikx.=x

FEBRUARY...

still the same like jan...ehehk.

(nothing special happened la hor..=x)

MARCH...

errr...heheheh.

ohya...do exam month count?? lolx.

APRIL...

we celebrated YIAN's birthdae at school!! haha

and because of some 'comunication prob'...in the end 2 cakes popped out..o.O

luckily they are diffrent flavours.lolx

during recess...

mi n eric went to canteen to take the cakes..

unluckily..spotted by andrew...he told us not to celeb during classes..

we PROMISED him....but with *finger scross* haha

and start our 'party' during class..XP

its really too much till we treat the teachers and students next door some of them..yaikx.

*tadaaa*

and..we still took some fo0lish pic in lab and also class..XP

*lolx*

*the gurls*

*the boiz*

MAY...

ying and lam's bdae's month...

and its's Teacher's Day month~

we went to school on the 23rd to celebrate it!!

*mama and US.=)*

( and i think this is the month u get closer with dearie.ying.jen them? =x )

JUNE...

yeah i know...and you know...

it's my Birthdae's Month and also huili's ^^

and it's on the 7th!! (MUST remember it my jimuix out ther~~ ^^)

and yeah...we have our Sport's Day and also Koperasi Day..

Jen.Tian.Xuan has taken part in the Petanq comp.lolx.

and we got champ!! ahaha (needa thx yian for helpin too ^^)

JULY...

eheh.it's YOURS now jen ^^

happy b'day~ sry for the belated 1 yea~ ><

*o.O*

AUGUST...

MERDEKA!!

(sorry-im-nort-the-patriotic-type..=x)

haha.we celebrate merdeka at school compound...

we HIGH among ourselves behind...

and andrew chan is just beside us...

he just 1 eyes open 1 eye close..LOLx

FUN!! long time dint SHOUT le...><

and and...WE..the 5S4!!

went to Great W. for our class photo..

how nice is it.. ^^ (but im the latest to reach ther..kakaka)

after that, we go to Kuching Fest for our dinner~ XP

cool~ but TIRED...ehehk.

*memories*

SEPTEMBER...

happy b'day TIAN!! kaka

it's our Mock month for spm too...

gosh...everyone pia chek except me..haiz..

in the end..result like shti..iish!!

OCTOBER...

ahha.this month we did our 'Blood Group Exp.' for biology in lab...

lerk is too scared to be 'took'...ahahaha

but in the end he's a MAN..WELL DONE!! XP

ALL of us did it too~ not so scary afterall...=x

awwz...it's coming to an end for 5S4 le...

i (we) really appreciate this month to stay together with u guyz...

but too bad some of us just go once or twice a week only...

it's hard to gather us (the 5S4) to stay together and study in class with FULL attandance...=(

i know..coz they (we) wana pia chek le...

but im still 'lagging' here..haiz...

NOVEMBER!!!

yeah...it comes in the end too~

6th nov '08 is the LAST day for schooling for the F5s..

we ILLEGALLY brought our cellphones and cameras to school just to take our 'memories'...

sounds SAD...yeah it is...=(

we really took lotz...

yian still naughty de kacao mr.chiang...hahahah

hai him shy shy and WAIT us to take photo with him...=x

lolx.*baddie* hahaha

we took few pics with pn.hii and mama too...^^

then wait for our school magz to be given out...

hawlii...it took ages for them to 'finally' distribute us the magz...*hin*

but at least we get it first la...=)

WHAT I WANNA SAY......

uhmmm guyz...(short way for calling)

during this 2 years...(07/08)

it's really NICE and WARM to have u guyz around in S4...

although im NOT close with u guys during the 'o7...

or dono u for as long as 2/3 years and above...

i still feel glad that we are 'arranged' to the same class and so get to noe each other...

it's fate eh? heheh

i feel glad too coz we are getting closer in '08...

i know that we had wasted the '1 year' to meet each other...

but....

it's still good that we can still manage to make us closer in dis year..

rather than still being 'stranger'...

we ever quarrel tgt...sad tgt...happy tgt...celebrate smth tgt...

sing tgt...fooling/laming around tgt...(cry tgt...)

but our 'memories' wont be nice/memorable without these...ey??

'realistically'...

i know dat we wont have so much chances to meet or gather the whole gang of us anymore...

but i just try to keep tellin myself and friends dat we CAN still hang out and gather tgt...

altho its kinda hard...

as we dono wher or wad are we going to walk along our own road...=(

i just hope dat if there's a chance for us to gather...

we MUST do so!!

so that we can still remain our frenship~~

as i said earlier on...

schooling is siens enough...

but for now...i think it's NOT enough...i wan schooling still!!!

i really MEANT it!

i really 'she bu de' to leave this school (our class)...

coz i wana be with u guyz to fool around or share our probs tgt~

i also hope to STUDY with u guyz again till the end of december...

but think again...its useless too as december comes after november...

we need to face THAT day too in the end...haiz...

reli have lotz of 'mao dun' thoughts...=(

i'll locked our memories in me...

ALL i wana say is...

GUYZ...

WE ARE...

DEAR(yao).

JIMUIX(jen.ying.lam.huili.tian.yian.dine....).

BUDDIES(errr....LOTZ).

FOREVER!!!

love u guyz lotx!!

take care and luckx for ur SPM and also the road u chose~

[haha.yeah jen.i'll rmb our promise de..and so to dear's.=) ]

-2137 ended-

love,

Xuan™

*ONCE 5S4.FOREVER IT IS.*

THE.DAY.

hmm~ this coming thurs is the last day of our high school's life~
i really hope to have a nice, wonderful and MEMORABLE last day.
but most of all...i hope that the problem which frustrates me will be solved.
because today we don't even talk a word to each other at all.=(
when saw you talk happily with them, i was sad that why it's not me.
''i do hope that we can be like last time.sot here sot there.."
but seems hard to do so for now.
the thing i afraid of had already happened.
and it happened with what i cant aspected which caused me to have no reasons to 'want you back'.
as it had hurts me.
but don't know for what reason...i still hope we can like the past.
*now, i just can dream for it*
everytime heard that you guyz are going to where for shopping or trip.
i'll follow.
but this morning after heard that Janet is requesting us to go to her Borneo's house for a stay.
i don't know should i go or not. ( and Maybe i cant go too)
its during your bday eh and our 'should-be-excisting-of-1-year-ann'.
but.....aihz..nevermind, your present will still be there. Have fun~ =)



[[and yeah, wanna tell you is..you really think too much..maybe you forgot that you have said that maybe we have neither jiejie nor meimei so we are close too each other...and S0RRY for what i'd done that made you scared of me...maybe i was just fooling around (and you should know that i am not dare to do that kind of thing) and sometimes what i said to you is really came from my heart...i really treat you 'importantly' and wanna care you as a part of my real 'meimei'?? i don't know..i just ENVY those who have a good jiejie or meimei to share whatever things together..as none (include my family) knows me more except close frenz..and for real..i was hurt of what you said....]]

*its hard to smile with your sad heart*

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