time flies.

just now didnt went to church.

went to what 'ah tou seafood cafe' for dinner.

for 3 purposes.

1. earlier celebration for mom's bday.

2. have dinner with bro before he leave to s'pore tomorrow.

3. give the relatives a treat who lived in s'pore where bro is living.

too bad only took 1 picture with bro.

and mom still teased me, said : see her, later wanna upload to fs liao... LOL

*bro and ==" me*

*bro.me.bro. in front of four points hotel.*



*f.a.m.i.l.y. photographer : deedo*

haiz...1 week just flew like that.

will be missing bro. =(

14 days ltr going to meet him dy~

BUT...2nd bro gonna stay there to find work by then.

haiz~ left me here in kuching.....

no one will snatch food with me anymore.

or quarrel.

quiet.lonely.

T_T

colours.killing time.

RED
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1. Are you currently mad at someone?
> err..not for now.
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2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
> wow.*think hard*
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3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
> i guess nope.im good.=x
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4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
> nope.just black? lol
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5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream?
> i WANT to YELL.but cant.so just STARE. O.O
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ORANGE
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1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party?
> nop. =( hope to have 1?
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2. Are you easily excited?
> YEAH!!
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3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
> VALENTINE. going to s'pore~ LOL
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4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
> no idea.
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5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
> keep the $$ safe. be sure i wont been robbed/kidnapped. =X
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6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
> *hope my wishes can come true.*
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YELLOW
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1.NAME?
> chele.
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2. Where were you born?
> kuching.
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3. What's your main goal in life?
> STILL SEARCHING FOR THE ANSWER.=(
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4. Do you want to have children?
> of coz.*luv*
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5. How do you want to die?
> peacefully.
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GREEN
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1. Do you like this colour?
> depends it's on what.
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2. Gay Marriage?
> i dont have any ghey fren.
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3. Lowering the drinking age?
> i DONT drink.
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4. Capital Punishment?
> sorry???
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5. Abortion?
> hell cruel.NO way.
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6. Recycling?
> yeah.
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BLUE
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1. What was your latest dream?
> LOTZ.searching what i want?
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2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
> didnt count.
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3. Have any of your dreams come true?
> some.*God Bless.=)*
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4. Do you usually remember your dreams?
> sometimes.
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5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
> did i? forgot.
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PURPLE
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1. Straight, Gay, Bi?
> argh....idk. *wondering*
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2. Do you have a bf/gf?
> now nope.*but having a 'galfren'?*
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3. Do you have a crush?
> not sure.nope for now?
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4. Who is the best "hugger" that you know?
> idk. tian? hahahahah =X
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5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
> yeahx~
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6. Have you ever been in love?
> if that count.

dae 1.cny.

during 12am.*actually before 12*
my neighbourhood was ALIVE. unlike last year.
the firecrackers thing around was like NON-ST0Ply-burning-money...
but the view and atmosphere were worthing.*i didn't pay for it afterall =)*
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woke up around 9+am..
started to clean up myself and make up those..
around 12 noon then go for my first visiting at grandparents' there.
then started the visiting-journey to 6-7 houses with some relatives..*paternal side*
just stuck our butt in each houses for averagely half an hour..lol
went home at 4+pm..
coz eld bro wanna go to his friend's Open House.
and so..i just stayed at home..
*WAITING...seriously*
till 9 something then i fed up already and went to bath...
wow.broke our record eh.
first day of CNY no 'customer' at all..o.O
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haiz...both broz were at their own friends' houses now.
sure POKER-ing there..><
i WANT it tooo!!! hand itchy...lol. =(
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tomorrow going to huili's new house..
her dream comes true eh? lolx
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HEiPII CHiNESE NEW YeAR to all~ =)

24jan09.

this noon dono why i got the nerves to help dad polished the car.

actually he polished it.

i just wiped away the wax thing with a clothe.

but it still made my fingers lil pain.lol

after that, it's time to fetch bro from the airport at 2.30pm..(delayed.==")

this time, he didnt came out with a hat thing which he wore last time

that made me and my 2nd bro couln't recognised him.lolx

he bought prezzie for us again~ ^^

Nike sport shoes for papa and mama.

Burberry perfume (man) and a Titus watch for 2nd bro.(so nice..><)

and Burberry perfume (woman) for me, with a Burberry teddy bear and Burberry 'bags'.

they are free gift i think? dono.lolx

but i stil love them.thx gor~ ^^

i like big bro's Burberry perfume and it's bag.nice!!

ohya, and he bought these doughnuts thingy from Johor.

which somehow a lil like Kuching's Big Apple.

this J.Co thing only has francais at S'pore, Jakarta and KL.

it's nicer tha B.A i think.

i like its chocolate!! it's DARK chocolate.*meltz*

*quite alike with Big Apple's eh? even the logo thing*

*this is 1 of bro's fav.choc with banana.see the melting part.=x*

*my Burberry set.love.*

*my Burberry perfume.pinkish.*

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in the evening, went to church, late.

but big bro didnt follow.he went to meet up with his friends.

he told me his tee that he wore is limited edition.

cost him $100+..and he bought 2.

a japanese girl as the picture thing with some wordings on it.

whole Singapore only have 1/2 of the particular design only..cool~

i want 1 too~ how nice is it eh.*unique*

then we meet up again at a dono-call-what-place for dinner together with Deedo.

and took out earlier-booked roasted duck-duck.lol
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after our dinner, bro went back to jalan song again~

and papa mama wanna go totake the roasted chicken or something.

so i followed 2nd bro and Ddo to tHe Spring, coz Ddo wana look for pants.

*last-minute shopper.lolx*

we went to PDI.then G2000.then PDI, again.

saw a lengzai at PDI..HAHAHAHA

i cant sure is he a malaysian or not.

a lil like 'mixed'..*nice*

but attracted my sight still.XP

*at G2000, while waiting.==" x like waiting.*
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we wondered why tHe Spring wanna close at 10pm on this gaining-profit-days?

we are 'shocked' while walking around and saw those shop closing.

then just realised it was 10pm already..=="

so 4 of us dont have the idea of going where..then just went to the airport's McD for a supper.lol

the people on the table next to us were playing poker.lol

i wana play it too during CNY!! mwahahaha.*waiting*

*what i did at McD. LOL. ah jen wana have 1 too..wait next time...hohoho*

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then, around 11+pm..

we went to 7th mile to fetch Sang Hua and her mom home from shop.

her mom offered to chia us drink what 'wu wei tang'..

me, bro and Ddo were so full that time.

and just 'accept' it..LOL

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around 1am...

Home Sweet Home~ *tired*

happily ever after.

大喜事
The Wedding Game
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oho~ waiting for the day to watch this movie!!
really CANT wait for it man!
argh...so in love with them...
Fann Wong and Christopher Lee.
they are soo CUTE and MATCH to be together~
just now watched the TMO of the movie and the interview thing.
hahahahaha.
FUNNY.CUTE.SWEET.LOVING.
what an adorable and charming couple they are.
they are meant to be the soulmate for each other since they are getting marry.
(or marriED)
wooo~
bout the storyline..
it's somehow like Fann and Chris turned their 'background' around.
Fann, who was a Singaporean, acted as a Malaysian.
and the other way round for Chris.
they were both hating each other at first.
but somehow im-not-sure-why they get the decision to marry.
and their love story begins......
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oh man, cant find the theme song 我們的愛 in imuxic..grrrr~~~
wishing them having a blissful marriage (in real)~ ^^

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*envy.love*

coming home.

yeah~

bro is coming home tomorrow noon~

15 hrs+ more. =)

hope dat i can drive to fetch him from the airport as planned?

dono parents allow not...aikx.

neway..cant wait.^^

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welcome home gor~~~

evanescence.

know what....

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EVANESCENCE rockx!!

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love this band!

u're great AMY!!!

nice vocal~

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my imortal.

bring me to life.

lithium.

missing.

sweet sacrifice.

call me when u're sober.

broken.

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*cool.love*

paramore.riot.

PARAMORE

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PARAMORE

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PARAMORE!!!

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RIOT.

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i just like some of the songs.

i like band.

quite cool~

but not for a loud one.

LOL. =="

*i think most band are 'loud' eh*

precious life.

this morning dono what nerve got me to read newspaper.lol
i didn't read the WHOLE paper...
just read entertainment part, world's news.lolx
2 of my favourites.
then the Obama thingy strikes me.
wow.2 million of americans witnessed the history moment at the particular spot.
(was it in front The White House? not sure..didn't read the article.lol)
and by the time most of us malaysian were sleeping soundless~ haha
what got my eyes was that the Title of :10 Things That Changes Obama's Life.
(just a translation, i read chinese paper actualy)
oh well...i just manage to remember a few.
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1. 0bama will be sleeping while the professional-bodyguard-thing (pbt) protect him and they HAVE the RIGHT to KILL anyone who is threatening to Obama.
*wow.nice~*
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2. Whatever 0bama drank or ate outside The White House, all the utensils he used will be destroyed by the 'pbt' in case of any public got his DNA.
*LOL. Boss : luckily the plates were made in (h!na'...^^ *
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3. 0bama can use the private plane which costed RM8+billion if not wrong, which got a clinic thing inside, lots of plasma TVs and so on.
*wow.just giv me the $$ larhx...*
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4. 0bama cant jog happily or normally like the public anymore. If he wants, the 'pbt' needa FREE the park from the public earlier before Obama jogs.
*LOL.so lonely...>< *
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5. 0bama cant cut his hair where he went for the past 14 years in Chicago anymore.
REASON: the saloon got no BULLET-PROOF windows.
*==" he cant have exactly the same hairstyle anymore eh?*
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6. 0bama and his family cant have outside food oftenly anymore.
*no more mcD's for his kids? they can just take away..lol*
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7. 0bama, who stayed in the White House got 35 TOILETS. Some of them were specialize for him.
*@@. hope he wont got lost..*
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8. 0bama's having 100+ workers in the White House itself. They work 24 hours for him.
*wow. can have a small company there~*
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9. (smth about his salary thing)
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10. (forgot)

END.

blablabla.

im emo im emo im emo im emo im emo im emo...
is that it to make myself emo?
nah...if so, everyone is 1 now..
or a president..=)
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it's easy for all to speak out ILY, IMY, ICY and so on~
but it's hard to tell the one, that u really love, miss, care on him/her..
which must be going to be sincerely said.
it's not the fact that u want / like to say it out for fun or 'social' or not.
it's the fact that whether have u 'untied' the knot for him/her in ur heart that make u wanna say so.
so, dont try to say out those meaningful and heart-touching-words-which-is-worthing-to-someone-out-there out from your mouth easily.
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nothing to say.
taz.
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yeah, i think im being emo now.......

sickening lazyness.

i was kinda addicted to Dark Angel last 2 weeks.
was casted by Jessica Alba, trained as a genetically engineered soldier since she was a kid.
it was her who attracted me to watch it at first.lol
but too bad i don't always catch up with it when it's showing on tv..
but now, i cant even catch up with it already.
coz that channel was like...'closed'.
useless to regret.
found it on youtube yesterday.
but they were like mixed up.
and connection got problem.
so..*put that aside first*
lazy to catch up my Gem of Life too after my episode 44.
even Hannah Montana too..
im just...LAZY. LAZY. LAZY.
haiz~ get a piece of me.

killing time.

Rules:

Do not copy answers

Tag questions must be exactly the same.

Tag people before doing the tag

I tag:

1.yao

2.huili

3.jen

4.ying

5.lam

6.angel

7.xiao jie

8.sang hua

9.deedo

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p/s: didnt tag anyone of them.i just LISTed them.

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How did you know 1?

school~ but got to know her more after a comp..ohwell..*memories*

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What would you do if you never met 2?

less a person let me suan? lolx.

she's smtms a listener to me~ wad would u do if u lost a listener?

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What would you do if 3 and 4 dated?

hahaha.DATE? quite impo..i guess...=p

i might gonna be bulb if they reli dated..=)

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Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?

im not sure...who noes? HA HA.kiddin~ 6 got her own date dy~ EHEHEHE

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Do you think 7 is attractive?

HA HA.i guess~ =p

but x like he always says me..grrrr.....

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*skip 8*

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Tell me something about 9.

GREAT!! a JOKER for us!! XD they Love to suan him~ yet he wont angry~ XP

and...i like his car..LOL

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What is 1's favourite past time?

hmm...pia-ing drama~ or on9-ing~~

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What language does 2 speak?

MANDARIN gal~ lolx smtms angmo, hakka, hokien~ eh eh??

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Who is 3 going out with?

hmmm~ should ask her next time~ =p

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How old is 4?

older than me for 1 month + 5 days...but she calls me 'gor'...o.O

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When was the last time you talked to 5?

wow~ no idea...=x

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Who is 6's favourite singer?

err...if not wrong......Avril? not sure..hahaha.ps angel~~~

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Would you date 7?

*oh wow...*

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Is 8 single?

yeahs~~ probably?

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What is 9's last name?

terrence?? or pang?? lol. *always got mixed up with 'first name' and 'last name'..= =" *

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r e s t .

h a v i n g . l o t z . o f . t ho u g h t s . h e r e .

b u t . h a r d . f o r . m e . t o . e x p r e s s . t h e m . o u t .

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h o p e . m y . d e c i s i o n s . a r e . c o r r e c t . t h e n .

s o r r y . f o r . t h a t .

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d a y . b y . d a y ~

i m . j u s t . . .

't i r e d' . a l r e a d y . . . .

*m i s s . l o v e*

goodbye.?

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.
How would I ever go on?
Without you there's no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
but till it dose I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
somewhere out there you're thinking of me

Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.
Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it trough
and rise above when the rain falls down
But its so hard to be strong
when you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
but time takes time and I can't hold on
so wont you try as hard as you can
to put my broken hearth together again?

Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.
Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny

It's not goodbye
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fell in love with this song when i first heard of its chorus.
and it's my ringing tone now.
never heard of it's full version.
so decided to look for it in youtube, imuxic and absolutelyrics for it.
and in conclusion..now everything is in my bloggy~
(except for the music video) ^^
gonna look for other songs from her.
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It's Not Goodbye, by Laura Pausini.

met him.

i met him just now at PDI..
at first he looked familiar to me.
but i dont care much.
then, at fitting room, i saw his friend first.
we came out together. (he was just beside my fitting room,which i dont know)
i know the existance of a person behind me.
sudenly i decided to turn around.
yeah~ it's really him.
it's been 3-4 years since i last met him.
sudenly felt so touched that i met with him again.
coz i knew he went to New Zealand for his studies after his form 4.
i still dont know about it when i was in form 2 and no wonder that time i cant even meet up with him.
somehow (which i had forgotten how), i knew that he's not in khs or even kuching already.
still remember the time when i was in form1, he's in form 4..
noticed him training for his game, running around our block.
always looked outside from the back door to peep at him.*lolx*
*memories*
regretted that time dint manage to keep in touch with him through msn.
oh nevermind~
think will gonna 'forget' him.....
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sometimes think that it's really good not to have the fate to meet up with the person again after the moment that u had already forgotten him/her.
as he/she will start to pop in ur mind again, like before...

says, se7enpointsix.

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listening to miley's I Miss You.

P.

yeah..get my driving test passed today..

earlier on was reli reli nervous + scared...

even TRIED hardly to get myself asleep.=x

but it's all over now~ wootx.

thanx God for blessing me~ =)

leaving, Fio.

this morning waiting Deh to fetch me go Kado at home.
then here she came and we go and fetch haw.
we reach Kado at bout 12pm.
Hui Li, Fio and CM were there already.
heard that CM reached at 11am..
hahaha.waited for 1 hour there...psps~
we just crapping there and Deh on her msn.
we, especially CM, gek Mr. Onion through webcam.
and even showed his favourite BLUE 'aeroplane'.
he seemed like 'struggling' coz kenak gek.hahah.LOL
we had our lunch there and they kept on ordering drinks and food the whole noon,
till the bill came out to be rm91.50.wo0tz.almost 3-digits~
actually we wana go for Bedtime Stories after lunch~
or either go to Bau...
but seemed we wana chat more or cant get into the campus, so, we stayed till 4 something.
we played the 'big-sized aeroplane-chess' there.
so cute!! haha
i lost at 1st round.aiyo~
but got 2nd during the 2nd round~ not bad la.kaka
huili leh..always eat me.LOLOL
then me and haw pakat to eat her.
who knows she get the 1st still.gektiok.LOL
heng lo her.hahahaha
but we have fun in overall~ ^^

Ba (dad), which i used to call u(fiona), since u with my mami(eehui).haha
i know u like green.so i choose a green coloured font for this post.hehe
u gonna leave Kuching for KL for ur studies tomorrow morning.
sorry for unable to be at the airport.
really she bu de u.
and also going-to-be-leavers, Deh and Net. ><
luckily u can come back during CNY and celebrate together.
but Deh, we gonna wait for 2 years.*sobx*
u're right, just now is the last time for us to sit on her Viva already.
so sad. =(
when we were in primary, leaving seems to be 'nothing' to us.coz our relationship is not so deep.
but for secondary, we fooled around together, studied together, done our rc's projects together (although i didnt put much effort in it, it still counted as a success for us, eh?), celebrate some occasions, b'days or celebrations together, get our first time to be in K together, blablabla.
but the most important is that.............we built our own gang~
the xinyuebang crewz!!
too bad that the plan for our gang's Tee hasn't succeed.
but hopefully one day it will be.
and we wear it out for gathering when we manage to gather the XYB crewz together!!
*hopefully*
oh well~ Ba, Deh and Net..good luck and all the best yea~
take care~ and dont forget to bring blue-eyed guys back.(like wad me and haw were laming)
hahahahaha XD

MISS YOU ALL MUCH. =(

bella's lullaby.

just now was so desperate to find a song and sing.
coz nothing to do and moody..
cant think of any song by then.
look to my msn list.
just to search whether anyone was listening to any song or not.
but less ppl were on/showing it..
then..jackpot.spotted a fren's..
never heard of it.but i still search for it in youtube.
oh great.it's a song from Twilight..
it's full "piano-ic"..
a sad song for me..peaceful...emotional...
the title gives me the idea of..
how actually do instrumental songs' composers expressed their feelings on the music at the very 1st time.
it's not like writing a song in mandarin, english and so on..
very impressive~ the-music-language~
longing to be a PIANIST/guitarist/violinist since small..
but too bad, i don't have much passion that can motivate myself..lol
neway, looking for the trailer's song and the other soundtracks now.
and one last thing....
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im gonna get myself a chance to watch twilight !!!
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Here's the official track listing:

1. Muse — Supermassive Black Hole
2. Paramore — Decode
3. The Black Ghosts — Full Moon
4. Linkin Park — Leave Out All The Rest
5. MuteMath — Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
6. Perry Farrell — Going All The Way (Into The Twilight)
7. Collective Soul — Tremble For My Beloved
8. Paramore — I Caught Myself
9. Blue Foundation — Eyes On Fire
10. Rob Pattinson — Never Think
11. Iron & Wine — Flightless Bird, American Mouth
12. Carter Burwell — Bella's Lullaby

im not.

hmm..since you thought im angrying you,
do you bother wether im gonna forgive you or not??
you seem not.
but, im not angrying you.
just sad, dissappointed and fed up.
think that whatever i do/did is 'useless' now...

i know.......

i noticed.....

i understand.....


like what you said,

im not her.

yeah, i dont wanna force.

fading..
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miley sings it all:
u're insecure, u love me u like her, u make me laugh, u make me cry, i dono which side to buy....
and the 7th thing i hate the most about u,
u MAKE me love u.

First day.

woo~
this morning bout 3am sleep.
spam wishing msg to few frens.
happy he replied me.although it's short.=p
earlier on, went to Tian's condo for celebration.
everything goes quite well.
but im having less fun.
not everyone was there.
and we dint manage to countdown together.
oh well~ spent my last few hours of 08 at there~
stayed till bout 1.30am then home..
saw SHE on the countdown concert when on the TV..
*heng-nya~ LOVE Hebe ^^*
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then woke up at 10am something..
nothing to do..
then parents home..
and ajak deedo together go to Batu Kawa have meatballs for breakfast.
after that went to Boulevard look for Sang Hua..
coz she curled and dyed her hair.
quite nice~ =)
walk around~ bought myself a BG tee and less-ed rm70 de rm170 ring.woo~ *shiny*
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later, went to watch Ip Man with bro, deedo and ah lung.
deedo was just funny...
told him it's pronounced as "eep-man" already..
but he told the worker "tickets for 'ai-pee man'..( loves pee man?)" LOL baddie me.=x
earlier on im not so intend to watch it.
dont even watch the trailer before.
dono wad's it all about.
only know it's about...FIGHTING!!! lol
but i just follow them to watch.
oh man.it's WORTH to spend ur $$ and time seating and watching it.=)
Donnie Yen is cute in it..and he likes to eat.ahah.
too bad the-fighting-scene-with-general is way too short~
and the general's assistant..?? hate him..ish!
the-ending-of-the-wife-scene almost made me cry...ALMOST.
*gek gin* lolx
oh yeah~ the General (Hiroyuki Ikeuchi) is quite hot.LOLx
(reminds me of HarryPotter & the Goblet of Fire's Victor Crump)
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tiring day~ oh well wadever~
Happy new year??
nah..not really....
Miss.Hate.