being quiet.speechless.

haiz...
why are u so......
fine..i respect u, i dont wanna say anything 'poison'...
sometimes u make me really 'pekchek'...
im looking for a place or time for myself to be alone also hard...
in ur eyes im naughty, lazy, dont wanna help u in this and that, like to 'play'...(no doubtS for them)
but u never know sometimes how pain my heart is when u done this and that on me...
or what am i thinking or feel at that moment...
u never bother to communicate or what with me...
so u never know the world in my heart...
know what, u can just scold me...
but why u wanna add on 'cib*i moi' when u scold me???!!!
i ever told u not to call me that.
it's rude...and i dont like vulgar!!
u should know that u're a Mom...how can u say that to ur Child???
and i got my OWN room now...it's a place where i can have my PRIVACIES...
but u always give me a thought of *WHAT WILL I BE DOING INSIDE??*...
then sometimes just get a key and OPEN my door...*speechless*
and u ALWAYS dont even wanna KNOCK on the door before u come in...wth.
wow.is that call i HAVE my own room now??
or is it that's a part of ur room too? ish.
told u dozens of time to KNOCK on the door already...
but u just dont bother!!
then u just smile smile~ say what aiya don like this la...or knock what door la haiya...
gosh.SPEECHLESS.i need privacy and respect, k??!!
ish!!
u never bother on my words.
and sometimes i dont like to do houseworks is coz...
why dont bro do them too??
if they do, so do i...(is this an excuse?? whatever)
sometimes im lazy and tired to talk to u already...
so i choose to be quite...and just listen to ur nag...
coz u dont bother on my words or scold me even worst if i voiced out my thought...
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forget it.
being quiet is enough for me.