NOVEMBER.

hmm~
its the last day for NOVEMBER 2008 already.
time really flies.
lotz of thing happened to me during this month.
from the bad + sad one...to the 'obstacle' of F5s'...
and to the 'will-our-friendship-remains' part...
it's quite a tough month.
but i already went through them.
and there's more and more to come.
might be getting sad-der...or bad-der.
who knows..cant say much.....

although dint meet just in this few days.
feels like im getting further apart from u already.
miss the nicks we gave to each other...
they slowly disappear now...
i cant make myself 'special' to u i guess...
is it real that there's nothing u can talk or share with me already?
(inoeihavlotz..butitsokaydy...dontwanadisturbya...)
or coz of me again?
ther's still a long way that we wont be meeting.
just hope our friendship wont be so weak.
smtms think that maybe if dont find u for the time-being is a good way too?
so that u have more things to share with me?
but seems its the other way round..and worser...
haiz...just miss the times....
nvm...i'll just follow the way it should be...
or might be someday will slowly get used to it dy...
bout the promises...
up to u ba~
happy always jek~
and i have a Thing for u...
guess u saw it will very happy ba...?
hmm..guess so~ .
jux wait for it ba~ ^^v
t.carez~

lub...