i really hope to have a nice, wonderful and MEMORABLE last day.
but most of all...i hope that the problem which frustrates me will be solved.
because today we don't even talk a word to each other at all.=(
when saw you talk happily with them, i was sad that why it's not me.
''i do hope that we can be like last time.sot here sot there.."
but seems hard to do so for now.
the thing i afraid of had already happened.
and it happened with what i cant aspected which caused me to have no reasons to 'want you back'.
as it had hurts me.
but don't know for what reason...i still hope we can like the past.
*now, i just can dream for it*
everytime heard that you guyz are going to where for shopping or trip.
i'll follow.
but this morning after heard that Janet is requesting us to go to her Borneo's house for a stay.
i don't know should i go or not. ( and Maybe i cant go too)
its during your bday eh and our 'should-be-excisting-of-1-year-ann'.
but.....aihz..nevermind, your present will still be there. Have fun~ =)
[[and yeah, wanna tell you is..you really think too much..maybe you forgot that you have said that maybe we have neither jiejie nor meimei so we are close too each other...and S0RRY for what i'd done that made you scared of me...maybe i was just fooling around (and you should know that i am not dare to do that kind of thing) and sometimes what i said to you is really came from my heart...i really treat you 'importantly' and wanna care you as a part of my real 'meimei'?? i don't know..i just ENVY those who have a good jiejie or meimei to share whatever things together..as none (include my family) knows me more except close frenz..and for real..i was hurt of what you said....]]
*its hard to smile with your sad heart*
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.WHiTE.BLAcK.EMO. .i.need.CoLouRs. ™
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