family night out.

had a wonderful night tonight.
mom didn't open shop tonight
coz wanna have a family night tonight (lol with the repeating of 'tonight')
as biggie bro is leaving for s'pore tomorrow
went to church in the evening
then went to have dinner somewhere at BDC
i just have my vege and pork.like the typical-recent-dishes i can take. =((
they had mango fish, toufu, and 'oh-jian'...gawddddd i wana have them too!!!
broz always teased me and 'gek' me with those food i cant have..gaaahhhhh >.<
then then, went to Spring and shop around Ta Kiong before the movie time.
arhh~ feel nice to get me butt out of me room~
kesian me, wana buy some snacks or maybe should-say-biscuits also cant.
look at the ingredients..YEAST!! EGG!! grrrr out of my toungue.
ended up bought Lot100 orange for meself.><

then, it's 9pm! wohoo~ full man..eventhough bro bought the ticks earlier
we still got ourselves seperated.
me ♥ me seat. sat between both broz.
gahah!! felt nice and protected! gegegege
we did something funny too.reli lol~ hahahah
my hope of going to watch a movie with bros finally came.
as i think i never watch a movie with biggie bro again already since i was 6 or 7.=(
and and.....it's the 1st time mummie actually watched movie with us in the cinema! hahahaha
1st time 5 of us stucked in a cinema.wooots~
we kids were so badd...always teased mummie with that.XD
broz: later mom got addicted dy, next time ajak her own frens watch together every week liao. / later mummie sure sleeping in the cinema one.
hahahahah.mom even said wana ajak her fren go K-box.ROFL!!!
impossible for her to step in there la..lol~
hmmm~ having a great night tonight.felt so......family.rofl~~~



2012. not a DAMN-nice-kind-of-nice for me.just...a goody-one? lols
but some parts quite touched me and sad (note:me no cry!hahahaha)
and had a feel to express ILY to someone.which.... i did.
needa watch it then can get what's the feel i actually wana express. if only u are me.hahahah
okay, stop crappin dy..gehehehe bogeh~
good night. ♥


xoxo
p/s: me likie S.and queen B too.gahah! GG is ♥!
"bcoz, i'm Chuck Bass." -nice one!!

心不了情

现在觉得 自己的 想法 感觉 内心世界
还是留在自己心里比较好
不想说出来了 反正也没人想理
而会理的那个人 却自作主张
虽然说了是为了我好 我还是有点气的 或许将来才谢谢你吧
但 气最多的 还是自己
气自己为什么会这样 总是活在回忆当中
算了 不多说了 自己心里知道就好了



‘回忆过去 痛苦的相思 忘不了。。’

don't give me.

why is it everytime when i got a HOPE
then my hope will get 'rejected'.
and, i got rejected before i actually got my 'hope'.
please God, can don't so cruel and snatch away my HOPE?
i don't want to have any HOPE anymore.
it can snatch away one's 'life'.
the future me, will be the one who is lack of confidence and hopeless already.
that's it.



-alienshitz.is.me-
sayinggoodbyetothe5♥♥♥♥♥lydays.
♥

worst night.

me tearss drop countlessly tonight
it's the worst night for me
got chicken pox
tomorrow emb test and im giving up now
and..me <3 has broken.
cruel enough.really enough.
undescribeable sadnesss.



luckily im sick.
hampalang sickness come together.

first.pertama.yi.

a memorable day / night.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

u know i know. =)

xoxo.

mask.

i wonder,
why can i face someone with two totally different attitudes in the same time.
is it because im good and polite as in won't show my bad feelings to the person?
or..the person is not important for me enough that i can show him/her my real feelings.
hmmm~~
deeep personality question.
meaning, i can be smiling and joking with you, while im moody or sad or mad inside.
wow.hard to catch me and mysterious enough.
hope i won't 'zou huo ru mo' someday..=="

wo de hai pa.

you shi hou wo ye you xiang guo
nan dao wo men zhi jian zhen de mei hua ti le?
dang ni shuo ni bu zhi dao yao hui wo shen me shi
jue de wo men zhi jian zhen de bian de hao leng le
leng dao wu hua ke tan? *hai pa*
ruo bu zhao ni de hua
wo jiu bu zhi dao ni jui jing ru he
ni ye bu zhi dao wo jui jing ru he
you shi hou zhi tou guo blog qu liao jie ni de zhuang kuang
gan jue hen xiang mo sheng ren
juedehenbushufu!! T.T
dao di gai ru he ne?
you shi hou zi ji hai you yu zhe dao di gai bu gai zhao ni ne?
deng xia ni you bu hui wo le...shangxin*
gou tong shang chu xian le wen ti?
hai shi wo de chun zai yi jing rang ni xi guan le
xi guan dao mei gan jue le?


duibuqi, qing bu yao wu hui le wo de yi si.
wo bing bu ba ni dang cheng stranger.
chong lai dou mei you and never!

♥

this is for you, dearrie.

Happi-13th-monthnarry!!

gegegegegee

30 more days to go.*

loveyou. xoxo

♥

feelin'

just now, instead of playing badminton.
i cried in the court.when listening to what zhabor told me.
i was not tough enough to overcome my tears.
felt so stressed and 'pek chek' recently.
in addition, final will be next week.
and im not prepared yet.
guess i will F my EMB this time...

words can't feel and have no feeling on how i'm feeling now.


can i have a hug?

compass? navigator??

i'm really lost.
due to something, mom suddenly asked me this yesterday
'why don't you think of studying hotel management?'
me, 'uhmm..ever THOUGHT about it.'
recently thought of, is biotech suits me?
yeh, me. the lazy and non-study-material.
actually i have lotss of thoughts on other different industrials.
but, really cant get which one i prefer most and got the most interest on.
really 'route-less'.
gosh gosh.what am i thinking?
what am i suppose to do?
i don't want to waste the money and time.
God, or anyone, can save me?
i need a trustworthy and reliable compass and navigator.
imhopeless.
=(


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dearrie, i have a thought that im sorry for letting you to think that im weak.
guess is coz whenever im sad, down, happy, excited..i just wana tell/share with you.
that's why i looked weak for you.?
but that's me.
and, seems like it doesn't work anymore.='(


*sostressed.soannoyed.ireallywannahugyouquietlyandcry.weakagain.*
-11.11pm

a cool night.

this noon was just actually asking Ken whether he's going to the mr. photogenic shooting not.
then he asked me go too.
think that it might be fun.so i decided to go.
he came to fetch me. i thought we were late already.
who know's, Micklong was the one who was late.lols
met with Cindy there too! =p
it was quite an awkward situation for me at 1st as im the only one who was not in the photogenic-thingy.lols
after sometime, we started to talk around.
funny thing was that all of them thought that Ken and i were couple.haha
we tried to explain that we are relatives. they seemed didn't want to believe us.
but in the end they did.i guess.lols
fun night though. took pics around. joke around. met new friends. teehee^^
*but i dono a guy's name.from swinburne too.=//*
Dino is so cute la.all of us were shocked when we got to know that he was the oldest among us.
24 years old while we thought he was just 17 or 18. some even said he was just 14!! hah!
we took our 'family photo' together too.woots~
then around 11+pm, we went to Premium 101 for their DINNER together.kolian.lols
had a funny chat among them.lols
then when we were taking photos, lots of people were seeing us.paiseh-nya..haha
in overall, really had a wonderful night.
thanx again Ken.gege
*will upload some pics if i got them.?* gege
zZz..

halo.

feeling better lu~

better better better

gegege gegege gegege

i wanna be a happy gal~

gagagaggagaga

everything will be back like the older days~

mwa mwa mwa mwa muacks!!

xoxoXOXOxoxo

Haloween.

booo0o0o0oo~~~~~

gegege. just wana post this for self-fun.

Haloween night for Elbeez at Trav.

not me. >,<

he drunk till badly that night.

luckily not me. =p
*cool make-up, too bad x costume.haha*

Kuching doesn't really have much Haloween atmosphere though.

*honestly, i don't even know when's the actual day.*

if it was not for the pubs/lounges..

Haloween is totally out from Kuching eh?

*too bad~

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suddenly found and remembered this pic.

huhu.like it..

cozzz...

very WHITE!

lols!