Saturday, July 19, 2008

F.a.i.l.u.r.e.

These...
Are the 7 alphabets that can describe mi now.
Other than useless, i seems to find nOne other adjectives that can describe mi at this moment.
And some frenz alrd started to give up on mi i suppose.
But datz nOt baddie too.
Cuz mayb its better if u guys Dint nOe mi.
As it's a waste of time.
Bt the point is.
I, myself.
Also starts to giv up on myself alrd.
Cuz...im reli a failure.
Don even noe how to change.
And the time is running out for me to do so.
What can i do?
The feelings and thoughts are so unbearable.
Only my heart feels it.
And nOne of u Do.
Even myself also hard to get rid of it.
But smtms..
Humans are reli "mao dun" too.
Some wan me keep on laming.
Jux be myself.
While some wan me to be mOre matured.
Den "comments" mi.
So....
Wat am i going to be??
Its hard to catch what u guyz wan me to do.
Or be...
Nvm.
Im fed up with my Life alrd..........



p/s: Think of urself first before comments others. As it gives a better return.

Please

Hmm....sad...
Cuz of You...
Heard dat you hav been smoking around...
Im kinda "shock" at first...
Cuz i "trusted you" dat i thought you din smoke...><
Bt then....
After heard dat you hav a kind of serious sickness...
ToO bad i dono wat sickness is that...><
Im very worry n sad bout it....
Cuz you still smOke since you knew you hav sickness alrd...
Haiz....*sobbiex*
I hop i can make u stop that bad habit....
But.......who m i?
I don hav the right or im not ur whoever......
How will you wana listen to me?
Haiz...Although so....
I just hope that you can stop smoking le....
Cuz i hope that u will be happy and healthy always..!
I rather c coOl coOl de you than weak weak de you...><

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

God's Cake


Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away.

Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."

"Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter.

"How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!"

"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!"

To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!

God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!

God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning.

Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.
i hope your day is a
"piece of cake!"

Friday, July 11, 2008

you

its u....
Whom i Realy dono what i like about u...
Gud-lookin?Rich?Smart?Frenly?Sweet?Kind?
I Realy don have the idea...
Cuz i Don even n0e ur full name....
What to day WHO u are....?
Bt what makes me like u?
izit luv at 1st sight?
Or just a kind of feeling?
A temporary 'chong dong de' feeling?
i dono....
i realy ever prayed for few times on hoping that i can get to n0e u more...
Not hoping for too much....
Bt den..izit cus of im not wholeheartedly enough?
Den God cant grant my hope?
Haiz..guess so...
And now...bcuz of my chong dong...
I think u knew IT and i scared u off...?
I guess so...
When we saw each other....
We totaly are strangers...
Or even worst than when we nvr hav a chat b4...
As we seems like hiding away recently...
Or maybe i had think too much?
Haiz haiz.....
I reli scared that u knew it already...
but nvm....
Left 1 mnth too.....
After tat ...wunget much chances to c u again...
Or maybe don even hav a chance....
As im going to face another new 'world'...
Maybe i started it too fast...
ANd shud end it up fast too..?
I knew we are imp0sible...
jux hope dat u can find the 1 dat suits u...
Keep on being cool ....
n take care....
Although i noe u wun see dis...
Jux hope u'll happy owes....

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

undescribeable.

haiz...
y m ii so.................
UNDESCRIBEABLE........><
everytime saw frenz around mi starts to study edi....
y m i still dreamin here???
DREAMIN wun giv mi straight A's, GAL~!!!
not only spoiled the brain cells...
might as well my future too.!!
wat the h***!!! reli Hate myself!!!!
evrytime said wana change change change....
but den...wad's the result????
*stil dreamin around*
wth...reli reli reli HATE!!!
it reli GIVES mi an undescribable feeling.......
i wana FA XIE!!! oso hardie....
maybe i shud jux BURIED those feelings in my heart......