it hit me.

"Sometimes I just want your attention,
But you're always too busy.
So I kept quiet,
But silent doesn't mean nothing."


i saw these phrases from a gurl's blog.
it hit me.
as this is in my mindset too.
hmm~~





Sometimes i love silence.
Love to be in the quiet situation.
But, it doesn't mean nothing for me...

All I need is a HUG.

-Dai Wo Zou~

tag tagged.

Tagged by Angel.

01 Who was your last text from ?
> yao dearr.

02 Where was your default picture taken?
> er..where is it?

03 Your relationship status?
> single.

04 Have you ever lost a close friend?
> yeaahhhh..><

05 What is your current mood?
> mixed. moody+excited..-.-

06 How many siblings do you have?
> how much is T-W-O??

07 Whats your brother(s) or sister(s) name?
> Spenz.Ric.

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
> TAIWAN it is!!! (remember our promise ar dearr.XD)

09 Have a crazy side?
> sure!!

10 Ever had a near death experience?
> uhm, not sure if it was?

11 Something you do a lot
> crazying on.......

12 Angry at anyone
> nope.for now...=)

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
> when the person got no interest on me/has love ones/is impossible to be with.=)

14 When was the last time you cried?
> err..yesterday night? or the night before....

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
> YEA! if i can...

16 What you think about when you are feeling asleep?
> my brain leads me to think of my comfortable beddie...^^

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
> er...momma? 'old bean'??

18 What is your favourite song?
> Love Me Like You'll Never See Me Again by Alicia Keys (1 of my favs)

19 What are you doing right now
> *waiting* and doing this questionaire~

20 Who do you trust right now
> 'you' and Lord Jesus.

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
> wearing bro's tee. XD

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
> nah~~~

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
> janet??

24 Describe your life in a word.
> a LittlE more than good.

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
> HMMM~~~ 'ytbb'~ hongshi.yutu.LOL.coz just finished watching HSH. (,'')

26 What should you be doing right now?
> play checkers with the so-called Zhou Gong.

27 What are you listening to?
> Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas.

28 Who was the last person you gave a hug?
> a DEEEP hug? yao dearr~ laz christmas~ woo~

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
> momma, like 10 secs ago?

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
> depends on my mood.

31 What is your natural hair colour?
> blackie. Malaysian, a truly Asian. *i wana be a foreigner.=)*

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
> err....hshmm(s).lol

33 Who was the last person that made you sad?
> i, myself, who is ME. -.- *polluted mind*

34 What do you hear
> everything that goes into my ears and can be interpreted.

35 Is your hair curly or straight
> straight straight long long color color. sama 'fashion' with my beloved.....idol.LOL

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" face?
> nah? @@

37 Do you have a best friend?
> oo-yeaa~~

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
> er...ohya, bro's. =)

39 Do you use smiley face on your computer?
> yeh...

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
> oh yes!

41 Are you happy with your life now?
> *hoping on getting happier.*

42 Are you currently jealous?
> yeaa~

43 What jewellery are you wearing?
> not for now. none will see~ bedtime~

44 What are you doing on Friday night?
> uhm...celebrating Labour Day at homie???

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
> of course!! haizz~~

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> i think....YES.?? hmm~

47 Is there anyone you're really disappointed right now?
> yeah....i think.

48 What was the last reason you went for the doctor for?
> uhm...''chang wei yan"?? (intestine-stomach-'yan') -.-"

49 How late did you stayed up last night and why?
> erm...12+am. forgot what i did.just remembered i'd msg-ed dearr.

50 Have you dated someone longer than a year?
> Nope~ *do me and my dearrie's counts?? LMAO*


I tag:
None.
coz mostly got tagged alrd.eh? =)

iknowhouare.

*emo moment for me.
just skip me if u don't bother. =)*

last night when 'u' waved at me,
i was a little shocked.*coz i dint notice 'u' at first*
then now, donno why it led me to think of my last-year's-act.
i was really in-a-dilemma-situation that time,
held my breath deeply, and 'sent' it.
i dont really know why u dont reply me after that.
and so, *of course i knew what's the answer already* i just let it be....
after the 'moment', we still hang out, i sat ur car, held your jack for 'u', looking at the back or yours quietly...

*and there's this in-between-thing that lead me to 'hate' u somehow*

*then noticed a little 'act' of urs.haiz....just hope 'u' can stop 'it' soon lo.*



*stupid me to think of this now.ohgosh...-.- think this is the Last time my tears were for 'u'.*



BLA BLA BLA YAAAA~~~
*back to my life* *fulstop*

-DAI WO ZOU~

His. Hers.

15th April.

the date that 2 babies who were from different years,

different families, different locations, different sexes,

different personalities, were borned.

Both babies were linked to me now.

and yeah, it's a close one.

HIM. eric.

my 2nd bro.... (what's with the eyes ey...)

HER. ee hui.

my blur lovely so-called mamii~ miss ur long hair? let's stop and stare. =)

miss u guys and so to my pals~

not to forget,

Happy 23rd Birthday to you~

Happy 18th Birthday to you~

hugz.

Tears' test.

*很准叻!*

心理测验：因為什麼才哭 (看自己性格)

排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易，5是最不容易)
5個選項是:
- 感動
- 傷心
- 痛(是肉體, 不是心靈)
- 生氣
- 擔心/緊張




感動
不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是..

揀1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
揀2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西。
揀3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼便做什麼。不過很可愛。
揀4 - 一個不會想，老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
揀5 - 一個很聰明，很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。


傷心
跟你很熟的人覺得你是..

揀1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
揀2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分明得很清楚。
揀3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候，傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出。
揀4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看少，自尊可以算是很強的人。
揀5 - 外鋼內柔的人。知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。


痛
你想別人覺得你是..

揀1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
揀2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
揀3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲。
揀4 - 很聰明， 不過又不會驕傲。
揀5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。


生氣
你最希望你的情人是..

揀1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣, 不用問便知道對方要什麼。
揀2 - 不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外鋼內柔。有自己的性格。
揀3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
揀4 - 很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
揀5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。


擔心/緊張
其實你是..

揀1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
揀2 - 孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大班人左一齊, 不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
揀3 - 覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過你不喜歡的人你便不會去管..
揀4 - 直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以瞭解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
揀5 - 不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!






* i got :
1 (er...not sure.)
1 (50/50)
3 ( haha.im a good ppl...lolx. i care 'her' lots...u noe u noe? hahahah (,'') )
4 (er...kinda accurate~ i can prepare for him too.......i think.)
2 ( woo~ 99% currrrect!!)
What's YOURS??? =)*

Shadeless.

i dont wanna live in the shadowS anymore....

what i see or heard will lead me to think of you.

maybe is not miss...

but 'to think' will also 'suffers' my mind.

Lord Jesus, please send me light...

that shines upon me.

i wanna have a whole new life...

a Happy life. everydae...

here's she. wondering where's he....

XY chromosomeS.

this noon,

i received a mail from dine.

with the title....

*leng zai rite?*



"北京蛮有名的一对GAY~ So Handsome Sai Liaw"‏



x.x
and lots pictures still...
aihz...
no comments.
just......
*wasted*
HAHAHAHA.
uhmm...
*fullstop*

Crappin'

huhu~
my life of bloggin' is not back yet.
everytime when i wanna blog,
ended up failed to...=x

now i'm wondering what's the theme for my post for this.
maybe just some talking-to-myself-craps eh.lolx

in the past se7en to 8ight days...

Monday.
-I'd bought a Compaq lappie for myself. or should say my Dad bought me a compaq. o.x thx dad!! *but im NOT that happie as i thought.=(*

Tuesday.
-Played webcam with 2nd bro and mom till late night. It's the first time i saw him since february 24th.><>cute! hahahahaah.with some of his actions. Or maybe it's coz it's been awhile i last saw him nor chat with him already. Take care ey~
*lights off*

Wednesday.
-Spotted the gurrl!! wohoo~ she changed. but still looked nice~ huhu. And met some 'pekjinz people' and the guy's lappie is same as mine.i think. lolx.lalala~

Thursday.
-Think that my passion towards english class is fading~ x.x
-Celebrated Yian's 18th with a bunch of buddx at Happy Valley. Fun night~
HAPPY ADULT 18th~ ^^ (too bad no Sex on Beach for yian. ahem, it's the LIQUOR i meant. winks* angel felt 'awkward', but funny. u noe what i mean.HAHAH)
*lights off at 1am+*

Friday.
-holiday!! but.....caught a FLU.darn!! *one of my worst nightmare*
-Went to church (st. jo's) on Friday and kissed Jesus's knee (the cross) one by one together with the PUBLIC. 0.x *oya, and witnessed a lady fainted about 10 feet from me.O.O <>
Happy Good Friday~
*lights off at 1am++*

Saturday.
-Morning went to Premium 101's Yao Ji (dad's so-called nyiao-ji~) for b'fast with parents and Sang Hua, nice~ And we bought 2 'Koi' (??) fishiie at 3rd Mile.
-Went to church (BDC's) and everyone had candle lightened in the dark! beautiful~~
-9pm something went to airport and fetch eldest bro that back from s'pore~ yeappie ^^ welcoming my Kiks.XD and of course bro! =p
-in msn, 'tiu-ed' by 'him'...@@" a feeling of our friendship just ended up at here *fullstop*
-chat awhile with Lerk (showed off me with the banner that he designed.LOLx.but gratx u got 3rd la! hahaha.u're so happy, but not-asking-u-to-design-building-leh..XDD), chat with Angel, and msg-ed dear Yao.
*lights off at 2am*

Sunday.
-Just now went for b'fast at Fei Mao. laksa! *full* with Sang Hua again. Bro don't wanna follow, too tired of playing around with friends till 4-5 something in the morning. O.O *tonite maybe havin something that's fun* XD


*recently 1 something or 2 then sleep.ohhh...should stop it now.*
**a full stop for now**

First Kiks.

YUKO ISHIDA x KIKS TYO - "FEATHER" TEE

.

.

Debuting in the Fall of 2008,

as the second model in KIKS TYO's Sneakers & Girls series,

YUKO ISHIDA was unveiled around the world in a big way.

This "FEATHER" tee is the third Yuko Tee release in KIKS TYO's Spring/Summer 2009 season.

This limited edition "FEATHER" tee

features a large black, white, citron and purple colored print of

Yuko on the front and signature series print on the back.

big bro told me he bought this pattern for me.

wohoo~

nice and cool~ *love*

limited edition~ *love love*

mom saw it, and said,

: "aiyer, u dare wear or not? why gor2 wanna buy 'naked' gal de tee for u? o.O"

me : "aiyo, gor2 also wear mah..he bought 2 for himself leh...and..

*points on Yuko* she IS wearing something la~~~"

........

in fact, i did think whether i dare to wear or not.
but i think it's cool.so, just give it a try.

XD

*can't wait.*

.

.

*hopefully the size suits me eh.. =( SGD100+ leh..@@*

bro said if i cant, then he take it..o.O

NOOOO~~

l-o-l

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*sudenly thought of my title sounds like First Kiss.ok.lame. -.-

For Her.

in my memory..
tomorrow is ur biggie day.
never know about it until the last few days.
sorry for that and unable to give u any useful 'advises' / 'tips'.
wishing you LUCKS is what i can do i guess.
i'll pray for you if you don't mind.
and yeah, should start to learn how to take care urself already ey,
coz if not wrong, if succeeded, you're going to other places..eh?
*positive thought*


hereby, just to wish You
LUCKS and ALL THE BEST !! =)
and same goes to those frenz out there who are applying for it too.

for dear,

pauline.yao

April nite.

today maybe is a 'fun' day to some people.
coz of the fooling-around thing.
but it's so obvious and can get the ending easily when received those messages.
LOLx.
it's still a normal day for me~
don't think of fooling people around.
as i don't like being fooled or fooling people.
coz i knew the feeling of being fooled / cheated.
*damn. -.-*

but then, just now 8.30pm, after class...
went to stutong to have supper with papa and mama.
sudenly think of wanna 'wish' them April Fool.
so, me : "eh di, i have a bf already...."
dad : ... huh?? *dono-wad-expression.*
again, *turned to mom*
me : "mi ar, i have bf already..."
mom : HUH?! really meh? who??
me : *betahan, cant continue to 'cheat' on them..so....just ended it up with...* "Happy April Fool."
dad : ..... wad ar??? *confusing-expression*
mom : *gektiok and laff.*
me : HA-HA-HA * -.- * very engtao de leh...
mom : yalo..needa find engtao + engineer d ar...
me : ......



*ok.that's my April Fool's nite.*

Happy April Fo0ling!!

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