compass? navigator??

i'm really lost.
due to something, mom suddenly asked me this yesterday
'why don't you think of studying hotel management?'
me, 'uhmm..ever THOUGHT about it.'
recently thought of, is biotech suits me?
yeh, me. the lazy and non-study-material.
actually i have lotss of thoughts on other different industrials.
but, really cant get which one i prefer most and got the most interest on.
really 'route-less'.
gosh gosh.what am i thinking?
what am i suppose to do?
i don't want to waste the money and time.
God, or anyone, can save me?
i need a trustworthy and reliable compass and navigator.
imhopeless.
=(


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dearrie, i have a thought that im sorry for letting you to think that im weak.
guess is coz whenever im sad, down, happy, excited..i just wana tell/share with you.
that's why i looked weak for you.?
but that's me.
and, seems like it doesn't work anymore.='(


*sostressed.soannoyed.ireallywannahugyouquietlyandcry.weakagain.*
-11.11pm