coconut.

edited by CUTIE jen mui~ *thx much much =)*


Actually after 'that day', i already tried hard to accept it. Eventhough will feel a little upset whenever heard of it, but i can still manage to control my emotion. But then, hate that don't know why yesterday the emotion returned. =( Hopefully i can accept it like how i did earlier on. With huili's words, and nothing much i can do, i'll "let you go happily". Yeah, i cant be so selfish. Hopefully can make the memories of these 3 weeks to the fullest, for you and for us, eh? 3 weeks left huh..where to go? What to do? Lack of idea now, who/what to blame? Kuching. ==" haiz~ This little thingy also hard to accomplish. But for me, it'll be alrite with the boring places or boring activities, as long as we are there or what-so-ever together. I don't care.
18 months + 36 months which equivalent to 4.5 years is not like how i imagine it to be that short. You said that time flies. I agree, but also think that we can't blink an eye for a few times then we are at the age of 22/23 now. Think about it, it's not like, today i step into the classroom of Form 1, and tomorrow i am ready to tear off my SPM papers already. *wow* There WILL be lots of happenings that can change us in between eh..REALLY. And that's what im worry about...
Being a coward, i don't dare to accept it, and will think this and that.
But what i cant deny is, you're really really important to me (i think u noe), think that...maybe important like a family member or further than that. (this, maybe u dono) Hope that after 30th, our lives still having each other inside...
Wondering whether 30th can/going to say 'goodbye' to you at the airport not eh...
Hopefully someday we can meet or (best way) study together at the same state in Aussie! Do take care of yourself eh, especially your meals. Don't Skip!
*should stop naggin'*

oh wait...i don't care if this post is gelik/lessy...
i wanna say this from my heart.
thanks for stepping into my life and loving me.
I Love You. *deep deep*
*gonna miss u muchmuch*
hugs.

#there's only 0NE heart, TW0 gurls, THREE words F0UR you, MLP.#

love,

ccn3-bei-chele.

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