my bad.

i always realised that i'd wasted my 770 days...
but i can't stop myself from being so.
and what i've got now was only this 3 lil thingy.
i still manage to smile and 'comfort' others around after i knew it.
i wonder what am i.

but thing went differently after i finally got into the car.
the words came out from mom made me felt bad.
that sentence really hurt me.
she NEVER knows.
although i know it's a fact.

my sadness and disappointment came.
went into my room, tears dropped.
i know it's too late.
but heck cares.
that's how i feel about myself.
a freak. and it's a dumb one.
i can't 'overcome' my own with the comfort/smile i made for most people.

*sigh*
i used to be a person with LESS confidence, or without.
and now...seems like it's going to be the same.
lost faith.

i'll be alright... maybe later.
i wonder...
what am i.



and yeah~
Congrates to ALL of YOU who did well~ =)
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