雨~ 眼睛痒

haiz...
不知why心情特别的8 7。。。
特别的down~
就从刚刚在外面时。。。
跟妈咪说明天必须穿full-U去上学。。。
她便应我：做么还要穿。。。都不是P*SM的了。。。
我应回：我都不能参加了。。。但我还没quit。。。我还是member of the unit。。。
就在那开始。。。心情down了。。。
想起以前。。。没次和爸妈说这个新期六有meeting。。。
or 要留下来meeting。。。or 要去学校，有activity。。。
他们就会搬一些‘老词’出来了。。。
“y p*sm so麻烦的。。。总是去学校。。。今天去了明天又要去。。。没空没空。。。不要去不要去。。。”等等。。。
aduh。。。听了真8 7 啊。。。
连before i ask for permission。。。
我都知道答案了。。。最终也不能去。。。haizz。。。
就连刚才看医生时。。。妈咪也在医生面前说因为我终是“乱跑”（p*sm things)。。。
what?? i alrd listened to u liao...
din even RUN to anywhere for p*sm things liao...
stil say mi coz of p*sm and 'simply run'? ZzzZZzzz !!!!
n so..i think coz of dat..n i always 'absent' to p*sm...
im always blur towards RC things...
gt wad gossips or wadever i oso dono (so my satellite is low-tech =p)...><
cant even help some of dem too...with my blur 'knowledge' towards it...haizz...><
some ppl might say it's good to only know bit thing about it...
but i dono wad i think bout it...
do i wana noe ALL?? or continue to jux hav the 'blur knowledge'??
jux hope wont fell leftout??
i dono......feelings so damn乱now......><
(maybe coz i always laugh laugh laugh or wadever...
den u dono actualy wad's inside my heart...
den when i feel down n speechless...
u might oso thot dat im jux tired only............)

[[ xyb crewz (i think only a few wil saw dis la)...
i dono since when n y i'll become so LAME smtms...
do u guyz like it? or 8 7 at it? haha =x
(like men men asked de...like him siaw siaw or normal...i like siaw siaw btw...=p ) ]]





( n 咪~i wan FREEDOM~ y must u always CONTROL mi like im stil a sixteenth-month child.....arghh~!!!! >< )