牙 很痛！

前几个星期左边的‘智慧牙’稍微的肿 很难吃东西 只能用另一边咬
几天前终于好了

谁知！！
今天开始 换了右边肿了 而且比较严重 真的越来越疼哦！
也慢慢的传染到头疼了！=（

华的毒！！！
根本不能吃东西！
刚刚咬了小小口的鸡扒都无法咬烂 吐了出来
软软的蛋糕 都吃得满辛苦的
而且连吞个口水也难！！
哎~生什么智慧牙嘛 又不是真的能给我些智慧什么的
看来 明天是不用吃咯！

要等多几个星期才会好啊。。。

静静的

我沉默 并不代表我忘了你
我‘消失’并不代表我不在乎你
也许只想 静静的 守护着你

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为何自己不想去接受那个结局

还让自己那么的痛苦 天真 讨人厌

*在某方面 发现了自己真的 改变了*

came from hutan.

woots. just now during class time, suddenly we heard the sirens from the bomba and ambulance. we like 'sua pa lo' and viewed out from the windows. *teacher din't teach that time.she even joined us.lol* then few of us so 'sua pa lo'..rushed down and ran-walked to the "bridge" (suddenly forgot call what) there and headed to the building (where our ICs or passports were made), like we were going to rescue them.lmao! halfway, it was going to rain already, we were in a dilemma whether wanna continue walking or going back to uni.haha we continued, and reached the back entrance already, but we saw the guard who was standing there, heading to us. fook ming noob noob, quickly ran away and we followed him.lols! then on the way back, i saw kah leong, holding something on his hand and walked slowly to us. he 'tapao-ed' french fries and a burger to 'enjoy-the-scene' with us? hahah then, i took some noob photos to 'share' this crazy moment.lol~ but still enjoying it. ^^

haiz...skill-less fabian. but somehow i like this pic. don't know why. so blurr though! lols~


skill-less lagi. duh duh

aiya, tak sempat. wanna capture kah leong.lols

lols. fab's 回嫇一笑. fainted* hahahah!

gege! see kah leong! enjoying the moment with french fries.lols!

noob noob superhero fook ming and ah jo.

tengok* ini baru call PRO photographer! wakakak. but ur hair 'flat' jor la..lol

*actually it's just a fire drill thingy.lol*

woo woo woo~ i likie* to crazee with a bunch of frenz.

can自我 忘我-ing.lols!

wait till the end of final. gege. clubbing then?

hoho..opppx. i just mentioned clubbing? yeah.lols~

*see first la.dai huai by guai shu shu.gagaga.*
go for K first la.gege~

感性

近年来 自己都在怀疑 为何心里的‘第一位’并非家人所属
虽然知道家 是永远最好 有安全感的‘避风港’
为何各个朋友的答案都是家人 而过去直到现在的我 却不是
想想 是不是因为
无法感觉到家人对自己的支持
还是家人永远都无法认识 真正的我
还是自己 也习惯了这种‘不肖’的想法
哎~ 真是有够不肖女
不知道自己何时才能长大 独立



最近都感觉到没什么安全感
而且 好像变得‘孤癖’了
也很容易‘忧郁’上身
*不要怪我太emo 只好怪我太感性*

F O O D .

im stucking in one of the corners in uni's library now. wondering when's the time for leaving, and what and where am i going to eat later. now im h u n g r y neh. i didn't have my lunch this noon. don't feel like want to. the last moment i put FOOD into my mouth was this morning, around 8am. woo~ now it's going to be 8pm dy. gaga! like puasa-ing..lols! *really 'pei fu' the muslims.o.o* maybe going to somewhere and tapao alone then.><


henxiangta.

abbbbsolute!

yeah! still remember the last time i stepped into the ktv was during my last birthday. this noon, i stepped in again. woots. at first not that allow myself to react-highly. after sometime, the feel came, weeee* shout shout sing sing.fun! i don't really realize that most of the songs i chose were sad songs, till zhabor told me. woo~ *really got the feel of tears were going to drop, but luckily didn't.*
so cool when we sang ‘为你而活 together. we all tried our maximum power to sing it. weee~ fun fun. it will gonna be in the list for next time! ‘失恋无罪' is nice, but it's really hard to get the pitch.=/ i sang till voiceless already.lols. gegegege


cham lo...addicted to K dy..how bout MBO? go both?
pokai chin woi..@@

jiewonideerduo

wo, zongyukeyibaxinlimougejiaoluodeqingxugeishuochulaile
wochenrenwohaishiwufashuochuquanbu
danzhishaowoyouyongqigaoshunizhenxiang
yihoukeyigaoshuniwozaixiangshenmele
xiwangnibuhuixianqi
xiexienidelingting


ganjueyouyidiandianbijiaoshufu

i was blessed.

just now, when i was on my way back home, after i overtook a car, suddenly a stupiak dog rushed out from a junction. i really don't know why that time i will look on the left and saw it running out. *thanks God!* then the car beside me that i overtook immediately slowed down or stopped. so do i. i stared on it. i knew that if i didn't see it, surely i will just stepped harder on my pedal and knocked onto it, and i don't know what was the ending. omg. hardly can imagine. luckily there was no car from behind too. if not....er......okay. *choi.touchwood man*



allehluya.
*God, i hope that i can be happy everyday, and and, be more hardworking, please. thanks. Amen. =)*

those days.

this afternoon suddenly mentioned 丹田
then connected it to dearrie and mamiie
suddenly so miss those time.
the time where we started to learn marching till commanding the members to march
wow.missed dearrie's and mammie's command.
so 'powerful' and will tiok scared. gege
miss those camping days, dance competion and high school life eh.

no more returning. =(

错爱

我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错

sam tam

突然觉得 对所有东西都 心淡了
也好 该学会在某些事上 “放手”了

saa-turr-daee

woo~ went to cut me hair this afternoon
first time went with bro
in a dilemma whether wanna cut not
but i was kinda tired with the 'old hair' already
then just Cut it.gege
but, got comments from mom after that =(
really wondering is it nice on me not ><
and and...me dream hair needed to be delayed already..><
waiting for the end of nov or dec.
gonna dye back me color > greyish-green. gaga

then then..just now after closing shop
went to mcD to buy supper with bro again
lol. a-meeting-known-people-at-mcD-night for tonite?
1stly, saw dad's fren's family.
i said to bro..

M: eh, na ge bu shi na ge shui ar?
B: wo zhi dao, jia jia mei you kan dao. deng xia bu zhi dao yao jiang shen me.
M: ha ha.shi lo..eh! ba ba de peng you zai counter leh!
B: jia jia mei you kan dao.bu yao kan ta..
M: ha? then deng xia ta zhou gua lai kan na li leh?? *looking here and there and saw some people*
B: kan di ban kan di ban...eh, hao cai ta yong ling yi bian zou diao liao..

LOL!!! like saw what ahneh...

then the 2nd person i saw was Suk Yee.cute la her.=p
then then saw Wei Cherng.i thought he should be in KL now? o.o
then then then saw some ex-highians/highians kind of people.lols
woo~ cool cool.can meet up with so many people in a small place.
in conclusion, mcD is a place where everyone will be meeting up. or...everyone loves mcD. 0.0
anything la...

i got feelin's

i was really happy when i saw online
then, i felt was moody
indeed.
i asked what happened
but insisted didn't want to tell me
(felt so useless for who i am)
and seemed the "promise" doesn't work on us.
='(*

dont't wanna force dy.
but still, cheeers eh!!

trustworthy not.

刚刚自己一个人时，突然莫名的覚得。。。

男人很难可靠了。

好难相信男人是否都真心的对待唯一的最爱。

对每个女生都口花花的男人。不可靠。

不关心/体贴/疼自己的女人的男人。不要也罢。

真正的爱情，必须经的起考验，且双方都愿意付出，来为持一断永久的感情。

没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不珍惜谁。

my nooob chinese post.*finally can type in chinese le! lol!*

*if i were a boy~ even just for a day...*

don't regret.

human will always regret on what they have done.
when you had realised that u're regretting now,
you wanted to treasure it back.
too bad that, things will surely change then, and it will be gone far away from you.
im one of that kind of human.
when i got the chance, i 'hide' from it *im sorry* ;
now that i want back the chance, it is g o n e *inoehowufeltatthatmomentdy* .

the process of regretting is bitter. but, it change a person to treasure.
treasure cherish treasure!!


djaderabbitlover~
youwillalwaysbeinmyheart.somewheredeeeper.
thanks for everything.indeed. *l.o.v.e.*
*foolstop.*


"love changes changes everything love makes you cry..oh oh oh..dut dut dut du-dut du~" -forgot-what-song.

ima 'big-peeple'?

i went for a specialist this afternoon to check on me.
on the girl's stuff.yeah-you-know-it...
wooo~ i was asked to consume the 'prevent-pregnant-pills' aka 避孕药 o.0
i was shocked at first when heard about that.
wondering, so serious huh??
coz im afraid if there is any side-effect not.
Dr. W told me it's alrite to have it, as lots of young women now were facing this problem too.
then, during the scanning procedure,
she suddenly asked me softly,
Dr. W: 你有性生活了吗？
me: 哈？？ *coz too soft*
Dr. W: 你有性生活了吗？？
me: 哦。。没有没有！！*smiling face, wondering i looked like i had???*
Dr.W: 哦。。我是怕万一你有，可能可以check看你是不是怀孕了。*smile*
me: .... *smiling*

wah...tiok shocked by her sudden question again.lols!
coz never expect she would ask something like that.haha
after the scanning those thing, fine, i think.
but i was told to consume the pills better,
to 'adjust' my hormones.lols~
needa have it for 21 days.wow~
1st time doing such 'big-peeple-thingy'.
i mean having the pills of course.lmao!!!
and, the doc is really friendly! hah!



hatetosaythat, immissingyousomuchhere.

debt.

M: why u always want people scold u de??
I: ..... *becoz i kiam scold!!!*




recently, i really think that i'm acting like a 'bastard' who owes scolding.
can someone pull out the 'devil' in me?!!!
i'm tired...and i'm lost.

having a bad day..

hoping that i can change. myself.

haiz...

why im so useless.

whenever saw them so hardworking there..

then im just slacking there beside.

deep in heart i know i shouldn't be so...

but i just cant control myself to CHANGE!!!

wateef!

and..i seems like escaping from it! =(

haizzzz....

no difference.

"it's a damn lonely night.
try to figure out this life.
wont i get a life and get started with it
i dont know who am i but i
i miss you."

-chele.
(rewrite from avril's 'im with you'.)


today it's just an ordinary day..
nothing special popped into me life. (except for it's dad's bday.but we didnt have the sign of celebrating it.=( )
dont have the festival mood neither.
parents went for wedding dinner.
planned to go mbo with bro and his friends,
but his friend couldn't make it...so.....im here, facing the screen.
hmmmm......
just continue with my gossip girl then.

Happy Moon Day~
Happy Birthday Daddie~
Happy Birthday Berry jie~


actually, i do hope that there's a lantern on me hand, and walk around somewhere with a bunch of frens.
say me childish.
but that's what im hoping for, crazying during any celebrating festival, to have the festival's mood on. =(

cry like Tsunami.

^ just a joke. -,-
yeah~ today went mbo again.
went there once every week since the last 3 weeks.
cool. kinda addicted to mbo.^^
while it's a sign for 'bankcruptcy' too.><
im waiting for 'Jennifer's Body', 'Sorrority Row', 'Alice in Wonderland', 'Wolfman' etc...
but all look like the 'thriller' kind of movies..must find someone daring to watch together.hah!


this noon, me, zhabo, ying, fion, haw, fab, xen watched Tsunami.
for me, the movie is so-so only, kinda boring at 1st.
but in the end.touched*
omg. 1st time cried so badly in cinema.=x
but zhabo, who we think is 'tougher', cried worse than me.hah!
really touching leh, lots of sacrificings, many feeling ar..aduh...><
that fabian still HIT me head gok! booo! lalalalala~
*okla..thx for ur tisu la..happy la hor if saw this?*
and he really cold blooded! laughed and said we noob for crying!! ish ish!
this guy is feeling-less! lala
feel so nice to cry out~
phhhhuuhhh~~