HEARTLESS.

aihz...heartless to study now...
damn...left 11 days la xuan...
0.0!!!
haiz...Headache now...
summore...........647703327....><
neh...better force myself to study le...
all the best all~
taz~!!







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FuLL.

uhm...todae we dint go sch..oppx.
but go for tt...
before dat...
mi, ying, mami, dae and haw tumpang sien's car to Lao Li for bfast...
the food not nice geh..
kinda not fresh + bit only costed rm4...@@
(no more 2nd time) zazaza
den we back to mami's houz for tt...
then we go to the spring for our lunch...
together joined with dear yao, kenny, kahsan, and pei..
we go for SUSHI KING!! zazaza
promotion 1 plate rm2...
but we din 'sapu' much la..lolol
wana leave some 'space' for 1901...(the-high-class-hotd0g-bun lololx)
i bought the...*oppx.forgot wad name ki..lalala*
rec0mmended by the seller...
i tried the beef...ohgosh...NICE!! zaza
but its not reli can be acceptable for those who cant stand the beef's 'smell'..
as its quite....'beef'...lolx
but dont worry...there's always chicken's ar0und~ XDD
then we met up at starbucks...
i wonder dae's viva is reli 'seatable'...
7 ppl include herself are in dat lil car...ahahaha *kewt*
uhm...kinda tired now...
tonite still havin tt...
at first thought of wana hav a nap...
but wasted the time in front of the screen..haiz...
*tahan ba...* needa go study awhile...
haihz.....it gona HYPNOTISED mi again....* ZZzzzZzz*




i wonder how i die for my spm...=(






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SLEEPiN.

^&%!!%#$%^.!!#?#$.

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WAKE UP XUAN!!!

WAKE UP XUAN!!!!

wake up xuan...

wake up xuan.....

when can u awake??

OHH PP-LIZZ~!!!

haihzzz....

iCE.CREAM

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, whos to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Dont wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice cream
I dont want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I dont know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me








a pretty song here...
recommended by dear...
noticed it somehow indicates me and her...
listen it with tears...
as i was thinking hard here...
thought of something which fears...
as seems our distance are getting further...
and drops down the tears...

ithkicantmakeutostayherewithmi
soillforcemysekftoletugo
sodaticancursmile






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HAPPY.BiRTHDAE

wo0~

todae is daddi, s'pore jie + her bf de birthdae~!!

this mornin when dadi fetch mi to tt...

he asked mi...

"eh, seems like forgot 1 thing hor?"

i think for a sec...

den straight to his point...

i wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY n shake his hand while he's drivin...LOLx

den he sounds so 'sour' and said...

"gt 1 ppl forgot leh...><"

i knew its mami he meant...oppx. =x

*saddie*

when reach eehui's hous...

sudenly thought of wana hav a BBQ tonite!! hahaha

SUNBIAN help dadi celeb his bday mah...kakakak

den called mom...wana request her that idea and ask her wether remember its dadi's bday todae or not..=x

but she x answer...

zaaa...after tt...mi n ying sit on eric's car go for lunch...

(u would wana scroll down to see the next post what happen at ther eh...=x)

blablablablabla....

den eric fetch us home...

reached home...mom jio mi go out again~~ @@

adui...tired edi...but follow lo...she sure wan mi follow d...

we go EAT again...den look for chicken wings...

adui...go to many places edi...but out of c.wings...my go0dness...

guess its coz of raya...so All the chicken wings in Kuching kenak killed for celebrating curry? =x

we went to choice daily...everise...cold storage...end up no...

fed up and tired liao...

mom asked deedo (bro's fren) buy at ting & ting...

*hopfuly-i'll-have-chicken-wings-for-BBQ-tonite ><*

reached home at about 5pm...

mygo0dness...im SOOO tired za....

but tonite wana hav fun BBQ-ing wit family n bro's frens..kakakak

(btw...i'll hav BBQ n STEAMBOAT at tian house AGAIN tml~PHEWIIT~!!! syiok!)

but...after dis week's enjoyment....

needa pay back for return le...

PIA for SPM liao...HAIZ

think tiok jiu feel wana sleep...aikx. + bo mood to study & no confidence...HAIZ

*can i dont think spm dulu? and have my chicken wings PEACEFULLY??

but i still needa face it eh....=( oh well...this ish life......the ISH life....><*

>>> HAPPY BDAY to 3 of u again~ co0l eh? all the best zarR~^^ <<<

not.recommended

adui...
dat restaurant ar...
i reli dont recommend u guyz to go...for now...beliv mi...
today noon..mi, ying n eric actualy wana go to Yu Hu Xuan for lunch geh...
mana tau ther fully-seated alrd...
so we went to the opposite restaurant..
at first...thought its a nice place as the atmosphere is Quite alright...
and it has a wi-fi too..
(after 'pong chan' dat restaurant..dono the wi-fi reli works not or just wana Attract ppl go only...
oppx.m i too much? =x)
at first..we thought why dat group of ppl don wana order and just left...
then we don care...
just look for our order in the menu..
after thought RELI much for wad we wana order...
we WAVE to the waiters...NONE wana hiu us!! @@"
then FINALLY the waiter SPOTTED us and came...
after we took our order..he replied...
"sry...we Only served the MARKED one..."
@@" hey..u should tell us AFTER u passed us the menu hor...*hin*
then looked into the menu to look for the MARKED one...
wah...i think if there's 60 kinds of food...i think only have 10-20 CAN eat de only...@@"
they don even order pork chop i guess...argh...hai mi cant eat the porkchop noodle...
nvm..i ordered my taiwan sausage fried rice...
ohthankgo0dness they HAVE the sausage~~!! @@"
but eric jiu kolian lo...
he ordered the beef noodle...
den the waiter came and say...
"sry~ our no0dle habis alrd..."
i tell eric 'gan chui' ask the waiter what they LEFT in their kitchen la~ @@"
then eric bopien order the mushroom pork rice??
see him eat til so 'mian qiang'...
we waited for our drinks quite long too...
den i said, i think they later will come back and say..
"sorry,we dint pay our water bill..so no water will be served.." =.="
and the 'xiao long bao'...1 biji 1 dolar...@@"
yuckx.not nice de...'powdery' taste~ @@"
then saw more n more table is full of mess...
the waiter waited for the whole restaurant's tables to be messed up he then clean it up ALTOGETHER i guess...=x
guess is business not good ba = not enough worker = the tauke cut down the food = so we don hav much choices = get a BAD service...
YEAH..i guess IT is!!
*i wonder during night time WHAT wil they be selling hor?*
haiz...poor restaurant...
when wana pay the bill...they counted WR0NGLY pulak...*hin*

SO....guess how long we spent at ther JUST for our lunch??
we reached ther about 12.45pm...
and left at about 2.15pm...
what have u counted??
(we-are-NOT-slow-eater-neway~)


>> wana noe which restaurant??
forgot name ki...aikx. =x
(got wat tong po de la...lolx)


hav u noticed dat u hav scanned through lotza @@"?
coz it reli made us *HIN*
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the sun shines.

cl0udy mornin~

this mornin woke up at 8 somthing...

after on my hp...surprisingly received his msg..

as he very less msg mi first..zaaa....

he say go0d luck to mi for my spm..

i knew he read my post alrd...@@

but then...he dissapear le...guess he's working ba..

nvm...i read ying lent mi de epop...

play the 'xin1 li3 che4 yan4'...woo..like it~

smtms reli quite accurate eh~

it says im 'dan1 chun2' bo...wow...hahaha

guyz...don bully my 'dan chun-ness' o...zazaza

then read lotza 'love story' in it..o.O zaaaa

gonna continue my magz again ltr...=x

(i read VERY slow)

till here then...gonna drink mum bancuh for mi de milo le...

aiks..guess its 'cold' alrd~~ ><

and ltr going for curry AGAIN~ @@

(not-sho-likey-curry-zaa~~ =x)

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the answer.

yeahs...i knew it alrd...
thx for 'ending' it...
you tell me not to be so serious first...
coz you somehow wana stable ur work and our frenship first..
i know u're different from what i see from some other guyz...
and that's a go0d thang...
at least i know u take the reltnshp thang seriously...=p
and u hope that your luver can have a better live eh?
although at first i dont dare to see ur ans...
and feel sad with tears omoz 'pop out' after i saw it darely...
but nevermind...i can take it now...^^
we just wait the time ticks...and things will go smo0thly...
i dont wana think much le...
i'll focuz on my spm for now..
wish mi luckx eh? ^^
gahyao xuan~~ ^^

Lemme.noe

haiz...reli donno what and how you want...
i dono what's our 'relation' now...
i hope there's an end on it...soon...
i dont want and dont like the feeling of 'tuo1 tuo1 la1 la1'...reli...
im really 'mao2 dun4' for the answer now...haiz.....
plz let me know and end it eh.....haizzz
*its.kinda.torturing.me*

treasure.

recently..have some kind of thought that...

it's hard to find a person that RELI RELI will and willing to care about you...

or your Everything...

and you are the one who is important to him/her...

no matter you are his/her friend or lover...

if there's this kind of person by your side...

treasure him/her eh...

as the feeling of neglected or not being cared is kind of 'torturing'...

to those who feels lonely and hope for a companion or being cared...

sumhow.........

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cant hope for much though..

that's the fate of mine...

when facing the relationship problems, too..

it's always not a success matter to me.....

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