♥ 谜。雪 ♥

ds-se7enpointsix.

2010-03-30T00:39:00.002+08:00

Well, behold, after a week, here's the link to my new life, new me, new blog. Still under construction, as I can't make the 'effect' I want yet, but readable though.

Actually nothing special still, but hope that I can post up some Good things on it.

*Toodolz~ ;)

Self-made poem?

2010-03-21T17:55:00.004+08:00

0h yea, after I settled everything and get their butts sat, most probably I'll get a new account for blogspot and starts everything once again. Stay tuned, maybe. I'll update again. ;)

"I shall let this be the past, die with the current me;

I will be searching for the future me, live on like no past."

..............................-se7enpointsix.

I know it ain't that beauty, but I love it. lalala~

It's all on me.ME.me

2010-03-21T16:58:00.002+08:00

It seems that what I heard most is that the decision is all up to me, and no doubt about it. But it feels like helpless to counsel me more? I know that it's always easy to talk, until we really get into the matter and taste the sufferings. Yet, the grandfather clock is ticking, i have non by the way. I've told myself that I'll think wisely these two days. But it's really tough for me to get my mind focus on what I really want. I don't dare to take IT as my dream, because I'm afraid to accept and never had had a real dream job or dream before. "Is that really my dream?" I doubt on my own. The time now is pushing me to the edge, it feels like it will pull me over from the edge if I have my decision made. I don't hope that my decision is made due to the stress. But I can't stop the 'pushy-stress' now. I doubt much, because I'm a worry person, and also a plan-ahead person. Don't make me wrong that I'm sort of a 'sissy' person, and oh, I'm a gal wud. -,-

My mind turned to be so blank about it now. WTef (censored) can I really do now?! meditating? *ohhmmmm....* yoga? boxing? dancing? singing? lalala? phhhftttt....stop my triple N now, the nanny-nagging-nonstop-thing, last decision will be made tomorrow. and THAT's IT! *some sound effect behind*

Stay.or Leave.

2010-03-21T00:20:00.003+08:00

Last two days were really bringing me much stress and anger. Not to forget mentioning about these 2 days too. Talk about last two days, i went to Swinburne because I waited for my invoice summary and timetable at home through webmail. After two days, I have yet to receive it, and went to uni and looked for them. Back home, in the afternoon, the noobish Swinburne admin named G, sent me a mail, regarding that she didn't receive my enrolment form! WTF??!! I'm so pissed and called dad, almost cry on the phone. But I did in the end, when I'm alone. Too pissed you know? And really worried me much. I did enrol hor! Ying helped me for that, my mom was so pissed to and we plan to get those 'proof' and looked for her on the next day! WARRR!!!

Then today, arrived the office, they were not working on the Saturdays! wtf again? Luckily we met a nice lady there, she helped me and checked. Indeed, I did enrol!! I DID okay?!! zzz Can sue the G-lady...@@ *complain u gao gao ar. But! Another nightmare stroke me. I can't end my design foundation in just ONE semester as told. Due to design-is-not-that-popular-like-engineering-and-business-in-Swinburne, they opened only a class for one of the subjects. 2 subjects of mine clashed!!! CLASHEDDDD!!!! This one-little English word made me suffer!!! As I need TWO semesters now to complete my only-FOUR-subjects-of-design-foundation. WTF!! Waste this year of 2010 for this 4 subjects?? 3 days of schooling only every week? NOOB wei!!! I'm not into this kind of play.

Urghhh...and now I'm considering going to Limkokwing. As all know, it's more on design stuff, and it's wayyyyyy cheaper lo...my bro just enrolled for his Interior Design course too. Quite cool if we are going to the same school.haha But, Kuching's LKW is wayyyyy lack of Uni-life-feel *sighhh*, *and it looks like some 'ulu ulu' place punya hospital or what what what association's place to gather for meeting,can get the picture?* and the parking slots are really limited lo!!! RM2 per day...waleh..nvm hor..as 'lui-bin' Swinburne have to pay too, soon. I scare pay liao bo slot gok...@@

haihsss...I'm gonna start my study on Tuesday already for Swinburne. Going to LKW again on Monday for momre details. hmm...

Tell me what can I do? God, PLEASE tell me tonight in my dream yea~

*but, how leh? hmmm~*

*Please Bless me. Amen.*

My muscles are alived.

2010-03-14T18:31:00.002+08:00

"...i don't care....." The kpop, chinese, english, any genre of songs were blasting my ears through the headset. The long bangs of mine covered one third of my sight. I was just looking down on the track the whole journey, lotsa leaves and some dirt and water left behind after the rain. I kept on controlling both my legs' muscles to keep me walkin' and walkin' and walkin' and walkin' quickly along the 4.8km of track, non-stop; the things too, were runnin' and runnin' and runnin' and runnin' in my mind. I can't bare to stop myself from thinking, and I just wanna keep walkin' and passed those track-blocker-peeps. I started to feel a lil of pain on my tummy or smth in my body. "oh great, i'm torturing myself." When I'm done with the whole 'journey' and stopped and rest while waiting my parents, a sudden feel of 'hin-ness' appear in me. That's the moment I really felt totally tired. But i'm fine now... I felt great for it, for i can walk that long.

My blog is alive today. hurray for ya~ :)

虾？last post liao ar？哦~~~

2010-02-05T00:01:00.005+08:00

吾心淡了~ ♥ 吾（占时）不想在把吾的情绪和心事都写在这，面书，or maybe plurk too。觉得写了都是白写，废话多多，像个弱者（而我就是），也没人想理pun（也对pun~）。没意义厚~ 忍无可忍时，还有个秘密基地让吾痛快地写出来。哈~ 哈~

conclusion is，this is gonna be a dead blog，till i get a life. or maybe not. ^^

take care.tataz~ ♥♥

自言自语篇

2010-01-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

嘿哟死去的部落格~ 你的主人最近都怪怪的厚。。。很烦很乱很显。好像很多心事酱~ 还想要灌醉自己叻。“你把我灌醉，你让我流泪~” 呵呵呵 (-,-) 也想消失。主人好像他们大人的傀儡，也知道是一个人的‘傀儡’。大部分的事都受了他们的控制和影响。主人要怎样才能 get a life，找到一个属于自己的‘灵魂’啊~

烦

显

恨

-白书死的小孩

此地不能久留，西压么~

超讨厌没礼貌的人！！！

比我大几十岁都还不懂，反而来骂我。。==

但我也不是很有礼貌。

我不为它快乐

2010-01-01T20:41:00.004+08:00

新的一年了
2009很快的就闪过了
在这年里面临了很多的‘第一次’。
也留下了好多好多的回忆，同同一个人分享的回忆。
忘不了忘~不~了~

而自己现在并不觉得很快乐很兴奋 2010年的到来
反而觉得很‘反感’，
感觉好像对它有恐惧似的从来都没对新年有这么大的恐惧。
祝了朋友们‘新年快乐’，而自己并不快乐。。
我不是真正的快乐~

哭了。感觉快要崩溃了。蔡琬璇她到底怎么了？！！

挖泪~

也许是在逃避-ing吧。。。

missyoudearr.

离开

2009-12-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

很想离开这里
向二哥说了想和他一起明年到新加坡去深造和大哥三个人一起住！
他说：是咯？那swinburne怎么办？
我心虚的说：不念了咯，反正我也读不来了。。我跟你一起念interior design啦。。广告也不错。
他：读fashion design啦。。
我：design是天生的吗？我又不会design东西的。。
他：是咯?！design是天生的咯! 那还要有design course来做末？？
我：。。。当然有connect到啦，向你酱会画画。
then，我向老豆说，我要去新加坡读书。。
*我也忘了他又什么反应*
老妈就说我：那么多钱啊？！！ *。。。。。。。。。*
到最后，我还是离开不了这个地方。。。

我到底怎么了？！！连自己都不知道自己在干什么。
狠乱！！狠lost！！！

可悲

2009-12-26T13:40:00.005+08:00

让她说中了我真的没办法接受和面对挑战
是自己弱害怕没信心承受不了压力
所以只懂得逃避

虽然‘好听’的说自己18了成长了
事实上自己还是个小孩也发现自己真的很无知
什么都不知道不知道

懒惰也是身边的人都知道的
真不明白为什么爸妈都那么勤奋而会生出了这么懒惰的我
懒惰到恨自己

而人太好也容易让人骗被伤害被骂笨好意不被珍惜
真是显好人难当想做坏人又违背不了自己
还有什么样的人可以选择啊？？

在情场上失败
爱了却得放手
有爱没爱没两样

emo 能够‘发泄’内心的自己为什么会有人讨厌呢？
当然我的‘emo’ 只在于思想情绪上而还没到割手腕之类的地步
因为我怕痛 == 也还有理智

Lost shitz.

lei le.

2009-12-20T17:47:00.003+08:00

tu ran jue de dui shuo you ren, shuo you shi wu, shuo yong dong xi
dang ran hai you zi ji, dou jue de lei le.
wo zen me le.....

family night out.

2009-11-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

had a wonderful night tonight.
mom didn't open shop tonight
coz wanna have a family night tonight (lol with the repeating of 'tonight')
as biggie bro is leaving for s'pore tomorrow
went to church in the evening
then went to have dinner somewhere at BDC
i just have my vege and pork.like the typical-recent-dishes i can take. =((
they had mango fish, toufu, and 'oh-jian'...gawddddd i wana have them too!!!
broz always teased me and 'gek' me with those food i cant have..gaaahhhhh >.<
then then, went to Spring and shop around Ta Kiong before the movie time.
arhh~ feel nice to get me butt out of me room~
kesian me, wana buy some snacks or maybe should-say-biscuits also cant.
look at the ingredients..YEAST!! EGG!! grrrr out of my toungue.
ended up bought Lot100 orange for meself.><

then, it's 9pm! wohoo~ full man..eventhough bro bought the ticks earlier
we still got ourselves seperated.
me ♥ me seat. sat between both broz.
gahah!! felt nice and protected! gegegege
we did something funny too.reli lol~ hahahah
my hope of going to watch a movie with bros finally came.
as i think i never watch a movie with biggie bro again already since i was 6 or 7.=(
and and.....it's the 1st time mummie actually watched movie with us in the cinema! hahahaha
1st time 5 of us stucked in a cinema.wooots~
we kids were so badd...always teased mummie with that.XD
broz: later mom got addicted dy, next time ajak her own frens watch together every week liao. / later mummie sure sleeping in the cinema one.
hahahahah.mom even said wana ajak her fren go K-box.ROFL!!!
impossible for her to step in there la..lol~
hmmm~ having a great night tonight.felt so......family.rofl~~~

2012. not a DAMN-nice-kind-of-nice for me.just...a goody-one? lols
but some parts quite touched me and sad (note:me no cry!hahahaha)
and had a feel to express ILY to someone.which.... i did.
needa watch it then can get what's the feel i actually wana express. if only u are me.hahahah
okay, stop crappin dy..gehehehe bogeh~
good night. ♥

xoxo
p/s: me likie S.and queen B too.gahah! GG is ♥!
"bcoz, i'm Chuck Bass." -nice one!!

心不了情

2009-11-23T12:30:00.004+08:00

现在觉得自己的想法感觉内心世界
还是留在自己心里比较好
不想说出来了反正也没人想理
而会理的那个人却自作主张
虽然说了是为了我好我还是有点气的或许将来才谢谢你吧
但气最多的还是自己
气自己为什么会这样总是活在回忆当中
算了不多说了自己心里知道就好了

‘回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了。。’

don't give me.

2009-11-19T22:27:00.004+08:00

why is it everytime when i got a HOPE
then my hope will get 'rejected'.
and, i got rejected before i actually got my 'hope'.
please God, can don't so cruel and snatch away my HOPE?
i don't want to have any HOPE anymore.
it can snatch away one's 'life'.
the future me, will be the one who is lack of confidence and hopeless already.
that's it.

-alienshitz.is.me-
sayinggoodbyetothe5♥♥♥♥♥lydays.
♥

worst night.

2009-11-19T21:22:00.004+08:00

me tearss drop countlessly tonight
it's the worst night for me
got chicken pox
tomorrow emb test and im giving up now
and..me <3 has broken.
cruel enough.really enough.
undescribeable sadnesss.

luckily im sick.
hampalang sickness come together.

first.pertama.yi.

2009-11-15T21:36:00.001+08:00

a memorable day / night.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

u know i know. =)

xoxo.

mask.

2009-11-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

i wonder,
why can i face someone with two totally different attitudes in the same time.
is it because im good and polite as in won't show my bad feelings to the person?
or..the person is not important for me enough that i can show him/her my real feelings.
hmmm~~
deeep personality question.
meaning, i can be smiling and joking with you, while im moody or sad or mad inside.
wow.hard to catch me and mysterious enough.
hope i won't 'zou huo ru mo' someday..=="

wo de hai pa.

2009-11-12T20:52:00.004+08:00

you shi hou wo ye you xiang guo
nan dao wo men zhi jian zhen de mei hua ti le?
dang ni shuo ni bu zhi dao yao hui wo shen me shi
jue de wo men zhi jian zhen de bian de hao leng le
leng dao wu hua ke tan? *hai pa*
ruo bu zhao ni de hua
wo jiu bu zhi dao ni jui jing ru he
ni ye bu zhi dao wo jui jing ru he
you shi hou zhi tou guo blog qu liao jie ni de zhuang kuang
gan jue hen xiang mo sheng ren
juedehenbushufu!! T.T
dao di gai ru he ne?
you shi hou zi ji hai you yu zhe dao di gai bu gai zhao ni ne?
deng xia ni you bu hui wo le...shangxin*
gou tong shang chu xian le wen ti?
hai shi wo de chun zai yi jing rang ni xi guan le
xi guan dao mei gan jue le?

duibuqi, qing bu yao wu hui le wo de yi si.
wo bing bu ba ni dang cheng stranger.
chong lai dou mei you and never!

♥

2009-11-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

this is for you, dearrie.

Happi-13th-monthnarry!!

gegegegegee

30 more days to go.*

loveyou. xoxo

♥

feelin'

2009-11-08T23:18:00.003+08:00

just now, instead of playing badminton.
i cried in the court.when listening to what zhabor told me.
i was not tough enough to overcome my tears.
felt so stressed and 'pek chek' recently.
in addition, final will be next week.
and im not prepared yet.
guess i will F my EMB this time...

words can't feel and have no feeling on how i'm feeling now.

can i have a hug?

compass? navigator??

2009-11-06T17:16:00.004+08:00

i'm really lost.
due to something, mom suddenly asked me this yesterday
'why don't you think of studying hotel management?'
me, 'uhmm..ever THOUGHT about it.'
recently thought of, is biotech suits me?
yeh, me. the lazy and non-study-material.
actually i have lotss of thoughts on other different industrials.
but, really cant get which one i prefer most and got the most interest on.
really 'route-less'.
gosh gosh.what am i thinking?
what am i suppose to do?
i don't want to waste the money and time.
God, or anyone, can save me?
i need a trustworthy and reliable compass and navigator.
imhopeless.
=(

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dearrie, i have a thought that im sorry for letting you to think that im weak.
guess is coz whenever im sad, down, happy, excited..i just wana tell/share with you.
that's why i looked weak for you.?
but that's me.
and, seems like it doesn't work anymore.='(

*sostressed.soannoyed.ireallywannahugyouquietlyandcry.weakagain.*
-11.11pm

a cool night.

2009-11-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

this noon was just actually asking Ken whether he's going to the mr. photogenic shooting not.
then he asked me go too.
think that it might be fun.so i decided to go.
he came to fetch me. i thought we were late already.
who know's, Micklong was the one who was late.lols
met with Cindy there too! =p
it was quite an awkward situation for me at 1st as im the only one who was not in the photogenic-thingy.lols
after sometime, we started to talk around.
funny thing was that all of them thought that Ken and i were couple.haha
we tried to explain that we are relatives. they seemed didn't want to believe us.
but in the end they did.i guess.lols
fun night though. took pics around. joke around. met new friends. teehee^^
*but i dono a guy's name.from swinburne too.=//*
Dino is so cute la.all of us were shocked when we got to know that he was the oldest among us.
24 years old while we thought he was just 17 or 18. some even said he was just 14!! hah!
we took our 'family photo' together too.woots~
then around 11+pm, we went to Premium 101 for their DINNER together.kolian.lols
had a funny chat among them.lols
then when we were taking photos, lots of people were seeing us.paiseh-nya..haha
in overall, really had a wonderful night.
thanx again Ken.gege
*will upload some pics if i got them.?* gege
zZz..

halo.

2009-11-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

feeling better lu~

better better better

gegege gegege gegege

i wanna be a happy gal~

gagagaggagaga

everything will be back like the older days~

mwa mwa mwa mwa muacks!!

xoxoXOXOxoxo

Haloween.

2009-11-02T09:32:00.003+08:00

booo0o0o0oo~~~~~

gegege. just wana post this for self-fun.

Haloween night for Elbeez at Trav.

not me. >,<

he drunk till badly that night.

luckily not me. =p
*cool make-up, too bad x costume.haha*

Kuching doesn't really have much Haloween atmosphere though.

*honestly, i don't even know when's the actual day.*

if it was not for the pubs/lounges..

Haloween is totally out from Kuching eh?

*too bad~

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suddenly found and remembered this pic.

huhu.like it..

cozzz...

very WHITE!

lols!

牙很痛！

2009-10-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

前几个星期左边的‘智慧牙’稍微的肿很难吃东西只能用另一边咬
几天前终于好了

谁知！！
今天开始换了右边肿了而且比较严重真的越来越疼哦！
也慢慢的传染到头疼了！=（

华的毒！！！
根本不能吃东西！
刚刚咬了小小口的鸡扒都无法咬烂吐了出来
软软的蛋糕都吃得满辛苦的
而且连吞个口水也难！！
哎~生什么智慧牙嘛又不是真的能给我些智慧什么的
看来明天是不用吃咯！

要等多几个星期才会好啊。。。

静静的

2009-10-31T13:16:00.005+08:00

我沉默并不代表我忘了你
我‘消失’并不代表我不在乎你
也许只想静静的守护着你

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为何自己不想去接受那个结局

还让自己那么的痛苦天真讨人厌

*在某方面发现了自己真的改变了*

came from hutan.

2009-10-30T17:12:00.004+08:00

woots. just now during class time, suddenly we heard the sirens from the bomba and ambulance. we like 'sua pa lo' and viewed out from the windows. *teacher din't teach that time.she even joined us.lol* then few of us so 'sua pa lo'..rushed down and ran-walked to the "bridge" (suddenly forgot call what) there and headed to the building (where our ICs or passports were made), like we were going to rescue them.lmao! halfway, it was going to rain already, we were in a dilemma whether wanna continue walking or going back to uni.haha we continued, and reached the back entrance already, but we saw the guard who was standing there, heading to us. fook ming noob noob, quickly ran away and we followed him.lols! then on the way back, i saw kah leong, holding something on his hand and walked slowly to us. he 'tapao-ed' french fries and a burger to 'enjoy-the-scene' with us? hahah then, i took some noob photos to 'share' this crazy moment.lol~ but still enjoying it. ^^

haiz...skill-less fabian. but somehow i like this pic. don't know why. so blurr though! lols~

skill-less lagi. duh duh

aiya, tak sempat. wanna capture kah leong.lols

lols. fab's 回嫇一笑. fainted* hahahah!

gege! see kah leong! enjoying the moment with french fries.lols!

noob noob superhero fook ming and ah jo.

tengok* ini baru call PRO photographer! wakakak. but ur hair 'flat' jor la..lol

*actually it's just a fire drill thingy.lol*

woo woo woo~ i likie* to crazee with a bunch of frenz.

can自我忘我-ing.lols!

wait till the end of final. gege. clubbing then?

hoho..opppx. i just mentioned clubbing? yeah.lols~

*see first la.dai huai by guai shu shu.gagaga.*
go for K first la.gege~

感性

2009-10-30T16:12:00.002+08:00

近年来自己都在怀疑为何心里的‘第一位’并非家人所属
虽然知道家是永远最好有安全感的‘避风港’
为何各个朋友的答案都是家人而过去直到现在的我却不是
想想是不是因为
无法感觉到家人对自己的支持
还是家人永远都无法认识真正的我
还是自己也习惯了这种‘不肖’的想法
哎~ 真是有够不肖女
不知道自己何时才能长大独立

最近都感觉到没什么安全感
而且好像变得‘孤癖’了
也很容易‘忧郁’上身
*不要怪我太emo 只好怪我太感性*

F O O D .

2009-10-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

im stucking in one of the corners in uni's library now. wondering when's the time for leaving, and what and where am i going to eat later. now im h u n g r y neh. i didn't have my lunch this noon. don't feel like want to. the last moment i put FOOD into my mouth was this morning, around 8am. woo~ now it's going to be 8pm dy. gaga! like puasa-ing..lols! *really 'pei fu' the muslims.o.o* maybe going to somewhere and tapao alone then.><

henxiangta.

abbbbsolute!

2009-10-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

yeah! still remember the last time i stepped into the ktv was during my last birthday. this noon, i stepped in again. woots. at first not that allow myself to react-highly. after sometime, the feel came, weeee* shout shout sing sing.fun! i don't really realize that most of the songs i chose were sad songs, till zhabor told me. woo~ *really got the feel of tears were going to drop, but luckily didn't.*
so cool when we sang ‘为你而活 together. we all tried our maximum power to sing it. weee~ fun fun. it will gonna be in the list for next time! ‘失恋无罪' is nice, but it's really hard to get the pitch.=/ i sang till voiceless already.lols. gegegege

cham lo...addicted to K dy..how bout MBO? go both?
pokai chin woi..@@

jiewonideerduo

2009-10-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

wo, zongyukeyibaxinlimougejiaoluodeqingxugeishuochulaile
wochenrenwohaishiwufashuochuquanbu
danzhishaowoyouyongqigaoshunizhenxiang
yihoukeyigaoshuniwozaixiangshenmele
xiwangnibuhuixianqi
xiexienidelingting

ganjueyouyidiandianbijiaoshufu

i was blessed.

2009-10-27T20:35:00.004+08:00

just now, when i was on my way back home, after i overtook a car, suddenly a stupiak dog rushed out from a junction. i really don't know why that time i will look on the left and saw it running out. *thanks God!* then the car beside me that i overtook immediately slowed down or stopped. so do i. i stared on it. i knew that if i didn't see it, surely i will just stepped harder on my pedal and knocked onto it, and i don't know what was the ending. omg. hardly can imagine. luckily there was no car from behind too. if not....er......okay. *choi.touchwood man*

allehluya.
*God, i hope that i can be happy everyday, and and, be more hardworking, please. thanks. Amen. =)*

those days.

2009-10-26T18:44:00.004+08:00

this afternoon suddenly mentioned 丹田
then connected it to dearrie and mamiie
suddenly so miss those time.
the time where we started to learn marching till commanding the members to march
wow.missed dearrie's and mammie's command.
so 'powerful' and will tiok scared. gege
miss those camping days, dance competion and high school life eh.

no more returning. =(

错爱

2009-10-26T18:40:00.003+08:00

我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错

sam tam

2009-10-25T18:19:00.003+08:00

突然觉得对所有东西都心淡了
也好该学会在某些事上 “放手”了

saa-turr-daee

2009-10-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

woo~ went to cut me hair this afternoon
first time went with bro
in a dilemma whether wanna cut not
but i was kinda tired with the 'old hair' already
then just Cut it.gege
but, got comments from mom after that =(
really wondering is it nice on me not ><
and and...me dream hair needed to be delayed already..><
waiting for the end of nov or dec.
gonna dye back me color > greyish-green. gaga

then then..just now after closing shop
went to mcD to buy supper with bro again
lol. a-meeting-known-people-at-mcD-night for tonite?
1stly, saw dad's fren's family.
i said to bro..

M: eh, na ge bu shi na ge shui ar?
B: wo zhi dao, jia jia mei you kan dao. deng xia bu zhi dao yao jiang shen me.
M: ha ha.shi lo..eh! ba ba de peng you zai counter leh!
B: jia jia mei you kan dao.bu yao kan ta..
M: ha? then deng xia ta zhou gua lai kan na li leh?? *looking here and there and saw some people*
B: kan di ban kan di ban...eh, hao cai ta yong ling yi bian zou diao liao..

LOL!!! like saw what ahneh...

then the 2nd person i saw was Suk Yee.cute la her.=p
then then saw Wei Cherng.i thought he should be in KL now? o.o
then then then saw some ex-highians/highians kind of people.lols
woo~ cool cool.can meet up with so many people in a small place.
in conclusion, mcD is a place where everyone will be meeting up. or...everyone loves mcD. 0.0
anything la...

i got feelin's

2009-10-20T23:32:00.003+08:00

i was really happy when i saw online
then, i felt was moody
indeed.
i asked what happened
but insisted didn't want to tell me
(felt so useless for who i am)
and seemed the "promise" doesn't work on us.
='(*

dont't wanna force dy.
but still, cheeers eh!!

trustworthy not.

2009-10-14T20:26:00.005+08:00

刚刚自己一个人时，突然莫名的覚得。。。

男人很难可靠了。

好难相信男人是否都真心的对待唯一的最爱。

对每个女生都口花花的男人。不可靠。

不关心/体贴/疼自己的女人的男人。不要也罢。

真正的爱情，必须经的起考验，且双方都愿意付出，来为持一断永久的感情。

没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不珍惜谁。

my nooob chinese post.*finally can type in chinese le! lol!*

*if i were a boy~ even just for a day...*

don't regret.

2009-10-13T23:40:00.005+08:00

human will always regret on what they have done.
when you had realised that u're regretting now,
you wanted to treasure it back.
too bad that, things will surely change then, and it will be gone far away from you.
im one of that kind of human.
when i got the chance, i 'hide' from it *im sorry* ;
now that i want back the chance, it is g o n e *inoehowufeltatthatmomentdy* .

the process of regretting is bitter. but, it change a person to treasure.
treasure cherish treasure!!

djaderabbitlover~
youwillalwaysbeinmyheart.somewheredeeeper.
thanks for everything.indeed. *l.o.v.e.*
*foolstop.*

"love changes changes everything love makes you cry..oh oh oh..dut dut dut du-dut du~" -forgot-what-song.

ima 'big-peeple'?

2009-10-12T22:12:00.004+08:00

i went for a specialist this afternoon to check on me.
on the girl's stuff.yeah-you-know-it...
wooo~ i was asked to consume the 'prevent-pregnant-pills' aka 避孕药 o.0
i was shocked at first when heard about that.
wondering, so serious huh??
coz im afraid if there is any side-effect not.
Dr. W told me it's alrite to have it, as lots of young women now were facing this problem too.
then, during the scanning procedure,
she suddenly asked me softly,
Dr. W: 你有性生活了吗？
me: 哈？？ *coz too soft*
Dr. W: 你有性生活了吗？？
me: 哦。。没有没有！！*smiling face, wondering i looked like i had???*
Dr.W: 哦。。我是怕万一你有，可能可以check看你是不是怀孕了。*smile*
me: .... *smiling*

wah...tiok shocked by her sudden question again.lols!
coz never expect she would ask something like that.haha
after the scanning those thing, fine, i think.
but i was told to consume the pills better,
to 'adjust' my hormones.lols~
needa have it for 21 days.wow~
1st time doing such 'big-peeple-thingy'.
i mean having the pills of course.lmao!!!
and, the doc is really friendly! hah!

hatetosaythat, immissingyousomuchhere.

debt.

2009-10-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

M: why u always want people scold u de??
I: ..... *becoz i kiam scold!!!*

recently, i really think that i'm acting like a 'bastard' who owes scolding.
can someone pull out the 'devil' in me?!!!
i'm tired...and i'm lost.

2009-10-08T22:18:00.005+08:00

having a bad day..

hoping that i can change. myself.

haiz...

2009-10-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

why im so useless.

whenever saw them so hardworking there..

then im just slacking there beside.

deep in heart i know i shouldn't be so...

but i just cant control myself to CHANGE!!!

wateef!

and..i seems like escaping from it! =(

haizzzz....

no difference.

2009-10-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

"it's a damn lonely night.
try to figure out this life.
wont i get a life and get started with it
i dont know who am i but i
i miss you."

-chele.
(rewrite from avril's 'im with you'.)

today it's just an ordinary day..
nothing special popped into me life. (except for it's dad's bday.but we didnt have the sign of celebrating it.=( )
dont have the festival mood neither.
parents went for wedding dinner.
planned to go mbo with bro and his friends,
but his friend couldn't make it...so.....im here, facing the screen.
hmmmm......
just continue with my gossip girl then.

Happy Moon Day~
Happy Birthday Daddie~
Happy Birthday Berry jie~

actually, i do hope that there's a lantern on me hand, and walk around somewhere with a bunch of frens.
say me childish.
but that's what im hoping for, crazying during any celebrating festival, to have the festival's mood on. =(

cry like Tsunami.

2009-10-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

^ just a joke. -,-
yeah~ today went mbo again.
went there once every week since the last 3 weeks.
cool. kinda addicted to mbo.^^
while it's a sign for 'bankcruptcy' too.><
im waiting for 'Jennifer's Body', 'Sorrority Row', 'Alice in Wonderland', 'Wolfman' etc...
but all look like the 'thriller' kind of movies..must find someone daring to watch together.hah!

this noon, me, zhabo, ying, fion, haw, fab, xen watched Tsunami.
for me, the movie is so-so only, kinda boring at 1st.
but in the end.touched*
omg. 1st time cried so badly in cinema.=x
but zhabo, who we think is 'tougher', cried worse than me.hah!
really touching leh, lots of sacrificings, many feeling ar..aduh...><
that fabian still HIT me head gok! booo! lalalalala~
*okla..thx for ur tisu la..happy la hor if saw this?*
and he really cold blooded! laughed and said we noob for crying!! ish ish!
this guy is feeling-less! lala
feel so nice to cry out~
phhhhuuhhh~~

when...

2009-09-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

i wonder why, sometimes a lil thing from . can make me so upset.
hmmmm.......sighh**
butsheneverknowit.

and, why is it so hard for me to concentrate/focus on me work everytime?!!
EF my mind! my brain! my heart!
when can i grow up?
pathetic. -,-

strictly lost.

2009-09-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

this morning, after i got back my EMB paper.
i was really damn upset and disappointed on myself...
it's lesser than what i expected.
even Charlie said "terrible" when i got the paper from him.
i was totally upset when i scanned the marks on the paper.
i replied him with a smile, "yeah..."
why i'll smile huh? @@
don't wana let him think that im sad? but if i smile, seemed like i dont wanna heck care.
oh...whatever. me fault afterall.

actually, i ever wondered, am i really suitable for this route?
im walking on this route, is it all because of mom's suggestion or i dont know what 'destination' im going for?
so ended up im in the middle of my starting point.
and i wondered, what if i failed this sub.
then im wasting my parents' money.
i ever thought of giving up if i continue like this, as i don't wana waste my parent's money on my laziness!!!!
wth-michele!!!!
but if i ended up or 'block' my own 'destination' in the middle of my starting point, where should i go for then??
haiz...is this 'destination' going to be the right one for me?
i dont have 'faith' on it.
disappointments came again. TT

ergh....depressed-nya.
i wanna hug someone, dearie!?? ='((

not my day.

2009-09-26T23:22:00.004+08:00

what happened to me today?
i cut my hand twice! or maybe once!!
then i always 'tortured' my wounds by didnt protect it with a plaster.
ended up ouch ouch and ouch whenever it got a 'friction' with something. =="
then, i didnt realise my finger was still in pain until i wrote down the orderings from the customers.
and i even missed out one of their orderings.
i thought the daughter wana have the beef bolognese thingy, but stopped by her mom.
who knows, she really wana have it. =="
oh well...
then i even gave her mom the wrong change! erghhh!!!
what happened to me la.caused myself kept on saying sorry to them. @@
lazee to speak on me dy.. *SKIP*

and, i just got scolded by mom.
i was really just 'accidentally' 'slammed' the door just now...
*i kept silence*

why am i so down now? =(

24, memorable spending.

2009-09-25T23:59:00.006+08:00

24sept09.
is a happy and enjoyable day for me
as i got to hang out with dearrie the whole day before she returns to kl.
went to lunch with her, zhabor and dine at 175
too bad not enough time for the fish spa, as i wanna listen to them screaming like what i did the other day.
but of coure i'm not like 'those' that were so exaggerating. hahahahah
ah haw wanna be me and dearie's bulb.
so he joined us for 'the ugly truth' that noon.
LOL on that movie!! hamsap and funny i can say..dearie still underage la.huhu.
and haw laugh till so high there.lols!!
really funny on some parts.hah!
then, me and dearie went for 'two person world' dy..lols!!!
*MWAHAHAHAHA NGEHEHEHEHEHE BLUSH BLUSH! will always remember that.hah!!!*
then, with an unwilling-ly heart, i need to drive her home dy..><
but thanks for everyting too, dear. mwamwa** =')

....

25sept09.
this morning, me and zhabor met up fabian at school.
then for breakfast at old times and fetched ying.
we went to airport to send dearie off after that.
at first i thought i wont cry, or smth...
who knows, when dearie wanted to go into the 'i-dono-call-wat-place'..
i saw few malays waving byebye there..
tooot.why wana let me saw that scene la @@
after i hugged dearie, i didnt cry!!
not until she went in, seemed like my 'water pipe' leaked..a little.
i quickly walked to a corner..duh.
thanks fab for the tissue neway.
glad that she's back there safely.

hey dear, i don't want you to get sick like what you told me!
you're definitely doing part-time on burning oil to9.
please rest enough la. adu...
worrie*
MISS YOU!! mwamwa**

one more thing, i still remember that today is my 'lost-contact' KL's sis birthday.
she definitely don't remember me dy...
planned to send her a msg this morning,
who knows i forgot to and wondering if she's still using it not.
oh well...
wish her here then.
Happy 19th Birthday Adelene jie! =)
from me.who's still remembering her.

desperado?

2009-09-22T16:47:00.003+08:00

why

h a r d

for

m e

find

c o m p a n i o n

watch

movie

together,

quietly?

and...

im falling into gossip girl.

x o x o

stick to one please.

2009-09-21T19:43:00.007+08:00

among all the stuffs i have now,
my cell phone is one of the most important one to me,
as i need it to contact with u-know-who-ccn-is...

but now, i feel like throwing/smashing it on the floor.
lots of things are just so dumb-ass popped into my mind,
making myself lost in WHAT I AM/WHO i want.
@@
even a question for the inno. tutorial work is almost killing me now. ef.

dumb freakish chele.
can i just stick to one whatever and disappear for a moment?

i'm with you.

2009-09-21T00:16:00.009+08:00

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

in ♥ with this song.

having a stupid line here and nothing-to-do-nite.
sleeeep then.
taz~
@@

happy birthday to Tian Tian.=))

♥ is really complicating. but, complicating is ♥.

why need to suffer in this complicating ♥?

♥ is just really too complicated to be explained.

wo.yizhidouzai....

2009-09-13T23:47:00.004+08:00

dearrie, wo bu shi zai an wei ni o~
zhi xiang shuo, wo hui yi zhi dou mo mo de zai ni shen bian..
pei ban zhe ni.
ji de, gao shu wo ni de shi leh..
shen me shi dou hao..
wo bu jie yi, zhi xiang zhi dao ni de zhuang kuang.
hai you, wo zhi dao wo man lo so de...haha
dan, dou shi yin wei guan xin ni mah...
xi wang ni bu jue de wo fan lo...>.<

rrXrYrYrr

niwoTA.

2009-09-12T23:25:00.004+08:00

haihs~ wen qing chu le zhi hou,
de dao de da an,
man shi wang de.
yuan lai bu shi ta ren wei de.
shi ling you qi ren...
shi wo xiang tai duo le...
shi wo yi xiang qing yuan de...
jin tian yu jian le ta.
hen yi wai de, zai sha na yu ta shi mu xiang kan.
dan, hen leng mo de, dou 'tui suo' le.
qi shi dou mei shen me.
zhi shi zi ji de yi xiang qing yuan ba le.
gai zhen me ban?
bu zhi dao......
jiu zhe yang suan le ma?

i'dfeltdisappointedcountlessly...
till when can i get my 'sixth sense' or feelings right? ='(

damn.stomach damn ache!!!!
and i dono whether my EMB test will get 5/20% or not...='(((

yu da de ye wan.

2009-09-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

gang gang xia le yi chang hen da de yu
wo du zi yi ge ren dai zai che li
yin wei mama bu ken rang wo zi ji jia che hui jia
shuo feng hen da yu hen da o.x
deng ta men lai dai wo hui jia
zai huili jia mian qian deng le ban ge duo zhong

huili shuo you yi ge guai shu shu zai na li zhan zhe
ta dan xin wo de an quan
dan wo you bu xiang shang qu ta jia deng
suo yi dai zai che li
ta chao ke ai he sweet de
da dian hua gei wo, shuo yao pei wo deng dao fu mu lai
dan wo ju jue le, xuan zhe sms
chao ke ai lo..chi hui fu ta, ta jiu da dian hua gei wo, wen wo zai gan ma
hahaha ben lai xin qing bu hao de, ye bei ni gan dong yi xia xia le =)
zhabor, xie xie ni la.=p
zhen rou ma~ lols!

kan zhe chuang wai de yu
oh! hao you yu de gan jue o~
dan, hou mian hao scary o
coz you shi hou mei che
kan guo qu an an de
zhi you yi zhan lu deng. o.O

qi shi, wo man xi huan zai xia yu tian
dai zai che li, kan zhe wai mian de yu di.....

heart.

2009-09-03T19:20:00.003+08:00

#
一顆心
可以有好多感受
喜怒哀樂幸福　快樂　痛苦　難過

愛一個人就有想要保護他的衝動
不愛一個人連想都不會想到

當一件事情出現了
憂心的感覺就會接二連三一直一直越想越糟越想越痛苦
這也許就叫做
想太多

但想太多前總是會有徵兆的
有人一直在追尋　戀愛　的感覺
有人一直在尋求　安穩　的感覺

會不會有時候看著自己的另一半就好想好想告訴他自己有多喜歡他
會不會有時候看著自己的另一半就開心的好慶幸手牽手的是他
會不會有時候看著自己的另一半卻什麼都不想講　心揪在一塊　難過
#

現在我的心　是煩躁　是擔心　是depressed 真是好複雜的一顆心呀～～

just saw this post from Hong Shih's blog.
totally agreee on how she felt.

There's a special someone in your heart, that you will try and do anything for him/her no matter what.
Sometimes you will be asking yourself, W H Y .
There's only an answer for it.
It is all because of 'Love'.

iheartyou.

...

2009-09-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

boo ga boo ga booga
abbooo abooo aboooo
ooooooo 00000000 oooooooooo
toooooooooooooooooooooooooot
.

*whooooooooh....*

=)

watatoooot.

2009-09-01T22:34:00.005+08:00

erghhhh...
this week is already the 4th week for us.
on the 5th week, it's the due date for our innovation & change's assignment,
and i'm stilll trying out with the researches on those wth-product!!

the following week, week 6, will be worst:
(1) Having an English oral presentation. (wearing formal, giving a speech on a 5-7 mins argumentative topic + needa have some body language and eye-to-eye-contact with the audience..and it only cost us 5 marks. -.-)
(2) Due date for Chemistry assignment.
(3) Having a Chemistry topic test. (regret much didn't stay serious during form 5)
(4) Having EMB (engineering maths B) test. (what?!! im stillll BLURR and LOST with this heck!)

erghhhh...im damn frustrated and sleeeepy. lights off!!
whatcanidoimissbiesoomuch. ='(

igottafeelin'

2009-08-30T23:24:00.006+08:00

dearrie, thanks for being with me.
let you saw me crycry again..aduh..paip me...==
ifeel n i c e whenyoucuddledoraroundwithme.
wonder if still have the chance not.
m i s s yousomuchbie.
good night and take care!
♥ muacks~

T.T

hate that...... !!

haiz...

emo.

mwa.

2009-08-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

=) :) ;) =P XD XP =D x)
i <3 the time that we spent together yesterday..
it will always be staying in my mind, heart.
showed my 'weak point' in front of you. -.-
i cried, coz.....>.<
heheh.emo me.bopien...LOLs~
hmm..my firstie.hehehehehe (=^.^=)
laff-fubie~ mwamwa

T.T TT_TT =( ='(( >.<
i just cried...coz.....
ergh!! hate that i.........*^%^#??$#@ !!!!!
haihz.......

-BBIDMYAILYTTM.

fun.not.

2009-08-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

this few days
when going to or back from school
i like to 'piao che' from 65-80km/hr (with xiao huang)
fast? don't know..think it's not for some people
of course..i'll depends on the condition of the road.!
feel sienz easily if the car in front is slow or slows me down from 'piao-ing'
whatth am i rushing for!
i don't know

maybe is myself who do not have the patient.

.enoemosgnissimmemginkamsihehttahw.
erghhh....

symptoms!!

2009-08-01T19:08:00.005+08:00

ergh...im s i c k !!
my flu and sorethroat woke me up in the middle of my sleep.
and now became worst.
headache and fever came too.
sounds like symptoms of SOMETHING right?
ergh...argh...ish...wth....

and yeah, i walk here and there around to become a waiter and also a cashier the whole noon.o.O

DAN is borned.

2009-08-01T01:06:00.004+08:00

again, just got home
went out for 15 hours
wow.tired man..
recently always slept at 1am+ and woke up before 9am..
then went out to here and there.
aduh..tired sei~
later maybe 8am+ needa go to cafe to lend a hand and start my 'working' dy..
woo~
don't have any nervous feeling at all.
felt like cold-blooded.no feeling.
but, tired and sleepy i am..
maybe when the customers are there then i nervous.hah!
from tomorrow, i mean later, onwards, "D.A.N" will be my second home.=/
needa go there for lunch and dinner before/after my classes.woo.
glad and lucky that the previous owner willing to teach mom some 'gang hu' on the noodles..
and also mom's relative who ever worked as a cook at Silhoutte is coming for western cook too.
hmm..wad can i do then?
cashier? scare dont know how to use the machine later. o.O"
beverages? scare later the beverages cant be drunk. *khak-pui*
kitchen? i CANT cook man...>.<
serving? halo.....erm...=)
lols~
ah~ miss me bed.
and.....

15 hours' "day trip".

2009-07-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

just got back from a 15 hrs' day trip =="
went for breakfast with family at 9am+
i wanted to eat number 6's chicken porridge,
but the 'ah pek' still didnt open his stall.
haiz..went there 3 days continuously already.><
so, jux simply had our breakfast at top 10.
then went here and there to buy the stuffs/utensils that we need.
*blablabla* duh...
then after dinner went back to shop and did the cleaningsss till 11pm+
both Sang Hua and Cola went to look for us.
laughed and chatted around, then me and bro follow them for supper at daydream.
quite nice.
shared a LARGE carrot milk juice with bro.
too bad cant upload the pictures.ish..dono why..==
HSH around 12.30am then off to bed at 1am+..
*tired*

DAN's coming soon.

2009-07-26T10:14:00.005+08:00

since my last few posts were so emo

then then, today just wanna post up something

that i did/went everyday these days

*let the pictures say*

the colours of the walls and ceiling are different now
and there will still be some changes going on...

*bo su zhor.edit for fun*

**tadaa**

our cafe will be opening on next Saturday,

1st of Auggie @ Green Height (near to Cold Storage).

*kinteo-nya*

mom still go and tell everyone of her frens to go on THAT day.LOL?

more info will be updated soon.

*lei pong chan ar wei~* XD

ciaoz~

me didn't pay me water bill?

2009-07-19T20:15:00.006+08:00

recently, i wonder why when im sad/mad
or encountered with some sad/touch drama/story
i cant cry out.
why.kenapa.wei shen me.dim gai.

i want to cry out.want me tears to fall.
i want to mix up all the unspeakable feelings and cry out.
coz it will make one feel better.eh?
looks like im desperate for tears.==

P A T H E T I C -nya .

-i shall face me destiny MY OWN.

the ohs.

2009-07-18T23:52:00.004+08:00

ohimsad.

ohiminpain.

ohimdisappointed.

ohimmoody.

ohimunhappy.

ohtonight

i m s a d .

tag tagged 2.

2009-07-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

i spotted this questionaire on fb, and i like it.
nothing much, just to kill my time and boredom.

1.If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
- just.... TODAY??

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
- uhmm

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
- yeap.

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- guess so

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
- nnnop.

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
-no idea.

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
- hmmm...depends.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
-yea, always.

10. Whats your most favorite scar?
- scarification is eww for me.

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
- february

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
- yah, i think so.

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
- attractive eyes?

14. Fill in the blank. I love:
- YOU. lols

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
- overpower myself.

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
- the one i love

17. How many kids do you want to have?
- depends

18. Would you make a good parent?
- will try.if they are happy, then yea.?

19. Where was your profile picture taken?
- (this questionaire was taken from fb) at b!ng.

20. Whats your middle name?
- WS?

21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
- what am i thinking. why am i moody.

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
- uhm.stop that moment.

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
- idk, yet?

24. What are you wearing right now?
- tee and py-pants.

25. Righty or Lefty?
- lefty.

26. Best place to eat?
- when the atmosphere is right and also the partner.=)

27. Favorite jeans?
- depends.

28. Favorite animal?
- puppy.

29. Favorite juice?
- depends my tongue then.

30. Have you had the chicken pox?
- actually im WONDERING too!

31. Have you had a sore throat?
- sure haD.

32. Ever had a bar fight?
- nahhver.

33. Who knows you the best?
- idk.

34. Shoe size?
- 6-7?

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- glasses.but seldom.

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
- can fish fight with me?

37. Been to Mexico?
- nope.maybe one day?

38. Did you buy something today?
- hmmm nope.

39. Did you get sick today?
- does stomach pain count?

40. Do you miss someone today?
- Im missing someone everyday.

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
- bro.just playing.

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
- i always wanted to.

43. Last person to lay in your bed?
- IN me bed? creepy!!wthshoooo!

44. Last person to see you cry?
- bro.when watching The Little Nyonya.i purposely let him see! (but usually when im sad or whatever, i cry alone.)

45. Who made you cry?
- YueNiang. both her parents died during war. left her alone. she's still a lil gurl, and she wana get her parents' bodies to be together. *so sad* okay, im a sentimental typo. who cares.

46. What was the last TV show you watched?
- WAHSH.

47. What are your plans for the weekend?
- idk. a boring meaningless weekend maybe.

48. Who do you think will repost this?
- whoever.

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
- family.

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
- again, just TODAY? lol
*peace*

holymamame.

2009-07-17T22:21:00.004+08:00

General Mathematics - D

Information Technology - D

Engineering/Science Mathematics A - P

Physics - N

okay.

i FAILED my physics.

dream-finals.

2009-07-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

if im Not mistaken
the finals' result will be released on the BB tomorrow
gosh if it is, i dont dare to log in into it eh ><
i dreamt that i pass (not sure which sub dy), im very happy...in IT.
but when i woke up, im worried.
as i ever heard there's something like
"dream is usually opposite with the reality"
oh NO!!!

aihs~ i prayed for it every night..
God please Bless me! ><
Amen.

lemon tree.

2009-07-07T20:12:00.004+08:00

#i wonder how, i wonder why........blue blue sky.........just another lemon tree~#

i cant remember
when was the last time i actually laugh out loud from the bottom of my heart
i wonder

where do i actually belong
i wonder

thinking hard
what's my next step going to be
i wonder

with the current phone and insufficient money now
when will i get my new Renoir, or maybe others
i wonder

less effort together with a stationary brain
will i pass my finals
i wonder

pray to God that i wanna be happy everyday
will i
i wonder

why do i often feel so alone and emo
i wonder

when will it be
i wonder

i w o n d e r
what am i thinking and going to do now.
i m l o s t

just like the fairy tale's scene, is there any angel around?

pinkiish

LEO

hawt.

wherzmaheart.

2009-06-30T21:39:00.010+08:00

*she's on board now...might be nervous-ing bout tomorrow's life...*

i did what i had said..
i did hug her tightly...
i don't feel like letting off my hand..
the words cant speak out from my mouth...
as the moment i hugged her, the laughter from my face,
which we were crazying on camwhoring at mcDee's earlier on, had vanished...
tears started to drop...
i let off her, approached to jen them and don't wanna look back...

but, i did.
i saw her crying too. ><
and also her mom, ying and ying's mom.

i'll wait for your return to 'accomplish' on 'the thing' u had said just now.
remember o~~ heheh.
*im waiting. =)*

oya, thanks jen, angel and litwei for the 'consoles'. heheheh
i'll =) nah~ ^^

you left...
bringing my heart away.
i felt so alone...
love and miss you *deep deep*~

imy.

2009-06-30T17:20:00.004+08:00

to choookie yao dearr.
in a blink of an eye..
you're flying tonite!!!
woowwie~~
later will be the last time to see you before ur return eh?
i cheated u that i cant go..HAHAH *sorry na~*
hopefully later will surprise you! ^^
together with jen them~
*shhh...think u wont on9 and see this now la hor.hah!*
will you cry later?? i wana see!! hahahahah *evil*
i.........w i l l lo~!! >.<"

last night Angel was so sweet. ^^
but lemme 'found out'.hah!
thanks much much gurl!! =)

*gonna hug you tygh-tight before u leave later!! hohohoho!! lmao*
ijagauthroughsmsna~ hahaha
but DO take care of urself oso ah!!!
gonnamizumucmuc~
aisinilebaobei~ XD

banana.

2009-06-19T13:45:00.003+08:00

earlier on, in the middle of the lonely night..
suddenly thought of..
It's 19th Today!!
(none of my friend's bday la.lol)
in a blink of an eye,
the 1 month+ period is now left till 12 days to move on...
wow.
wondering what's next going to happen among us eh.
><

haiz~
only these words to drop for now..

banana-dearrr, i really 'she bu de' you!! T_T

like ah tu: "wo zhen de hen she bu de she bu de she bu de~ ><"

love always,

ah shi.

hurtmemore.

2009-06-13T22:14:00.006+08:00

my heart had bleed-ed several times..

i wonder how much blood was left in it.

is there any 'plaster' for it??

p/s: DON'T ask me what happen please.thx.

im a weak human.

2009-06-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

what should i do...
what am i thinking...
what am i going to do next...
what actually i want the most!!!
im l o s t .
my mind is blank except for the conversation we had just now...
im s o r r y that i cant give the answer u want...
coz im a coward....a cowars that don't know what she wants and faces it.
from ur message, i feel that it's the end of us...
im...
a f r a i d .

"EmotionsYou tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.."

just got this answer from the facebook quiz...totally me eh...

indeed...it's the end.

0004

officially 18.

2009-06-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday (6ixpointsix), had a party at my homie.

THANKS MUCH MUCH

to ALL my jimuix and buddies for the presents,

cards, messages/wishes, and not to forget,

appeared for my party.

hah. had a wonderful night~

thanks everyone! =)

after all of them had gone home,

me, dear yao, huili, ying, mamii hui, dehh, norman, haw

went to airport.

starbucks and mcDee~

*funny thing happened there.lolx*

then, we(except norman and haw), drive home at 11.40+pm.

we arrived my house at 11.58pm,

and asked mamii and deh jump into hli's car and we had a countdown inside.

LOLs.dear even took a short video for it.hah!

THANKS gurlss~ ><

then we had our bath and stayed till 3am+ watching the LAME

horror movie.LOLx

*arh~ cant uplod any pics neh..NOT a single pic is with me.><*

*took them while waiting for ying~*

se7enpointsix.

i slept at 4am++ and woke at 8-9am..hah!

*sorry Lerk, we cant make it to the airport to 'send-you-aeroplane'..><*

had our bath and ate my egg,

we headed to enter-K.

(cool wei, 8 ppl using 4 cars, 2 each.nice one!! LMAO)

as it was still early, and nowhere to go,

went to spring to 'kill time'.

took some pics with dear.lol

then me, dear and ying went to kado for dinner.

*i drove back without light, luckily i rmb to switch it on before going any further.=="*

**and i noticed that i didn't ate much in these 2 days~ huhu*

arrh~ nice memories for my 18!

again,

thanks to all~ *winks*

coconut.

2009-06-04T20:08:00.006+08:00

edited by CUTIE jen mui~ *thx much much =)*

Actually after 'that day', i already tried hard to accept it. Eventhough will feel a little upset whenever heard of it, but i can still manage to control my emotion. But then, hate that don't know why yesterday the emotion returned. =( Hopefully i can accept it like how i did earlier on. With huili's words, and nothing much i can do, i'll "let you go happily". Yeah, i cant be so selfish. Hopefully can make the memories of these 3 weeks to the fullest, for you and for us, eh? 3 weeks left huh..where to go? What to do? Lack of idea now, who/what to blame? Kuching. ==" haiz~ This little thingy also hard to accomplish. But for me, it'll be alrite with the boring places or boring activities, as long as we are there or what-so-ever together. I don't care.
18 months + 36 months which equivalent to 4.5 years is not like how i imagine it to be that short. You said that time flies. I agree, but also think that we can't blink an eye for a few times then we are at the age of 22/23 now. Think about it, it's not like, today i step into the classroom of Form 1, and tomorrow i am ready to tear off my SPM papers already. *wow* There WILL be lots of happenings that can change us in between eh..REALLY. And that's what im worry about...
Being a coward, i don't dare to accept it, and will think this and that.
But what i cant deny is, you're really really important to me (i think u noe), think that...maybe important like a family member or further than that. (this, maybe u dono) Hope that after 30th, our lives still having each other inside...
Wondering whether 30th can/going to say 'goodbye' to you at the airport not eh...
Hopefully someday we can meet or (best way) study together at the same state in Aussie! Do take care of yourself eh, especially your meals. Don't Skip!
*should stop naggin'*

oh wait...i don't care if this post is gelik/lessy...
i wanna say this from my heart.
thanks for stepping into my life and loving me.
I Love You. *deep deep*
*gonna miss u muchmuch*
hugs.

#there's only 0NE heart, TW0 gurls, THREE words F0UR you, MLP.#

love,

ccn3-bei-chele.

2114

Benjamin Button.

2009-05-31T15:19:00.005+08:00

just ended watching this movie.

*finally* it's a 2 hrs and 43 mins movie.

it's-quite-a-moment-kinda-movie already, i know.

but who cares as long as it's nice.

it's sad and touching in the end.

i cried.LOL

a thumbs-up movie! =)

#Goodnight Benjamin.

Goodnight Daisy.#

it's 'painless',

when the one you love doesn't love you;

it's 'pain',

when both persons loving each other, but can't be together.

says, se7enpointsix.

myex.com

2009-05-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

grrrrh.....

i MISS my ex ............ hairstyle so much.

*hair ar hair, plish grow FASTER and healthy.><*

**im waiting for the hair that i dream for.**

patheticme.com

2009-05-26T22:36:00.005+08:00

i noticed, all this while,

it's just my own thought.

i know we are impossible,

but i still put a leg in it.

why?? *i wonder why.*

yet, i guess im not that important to u. eh??

just wondering, am i?

*i feel like im a joker now~ wooo~~ hilarious.

oh-f-pathetic-me -.-*

*forget it*

....

i pray to God,

hoping He will send me a shoulder,

that i can rely on whenever i need.

i can't...

2009-05-26T18:15:00.006+08:00

this noon,
dad 'pleased' me to apologise to her..
i cant. i cant speak 'that word' out from my mouth or face her.
i don't even know what's 'the-fault-point' to apologize..
then just want me to say 'sorry' to her..
sorry dad, i cant make it.
with tears, i tried to tell you that i cant just say 'sorry' like that to her.
but i think you cant catch my point...
nvm..
just let it be...
sooner or later, we will be alrite.

headache-ing.

*ineedaHug.*

broke down.

2009-05-25T21:34:00.007+08:00

few minutes ago...

i was emotionally broken down...

i cant stand it anymore.

i cried i yelled and i was sad and mad with myself...

everything was MY fault!! yeah!!

whatever...from now onwards...

you will never know what's in me.

coz, you never bother at all.

i broke down.

for the first time.

i'll forgive you.

2009-05-24T23:05:00.005+08:00

Dear Pauline,

I'm holding a deeep breath to tell you what's with us tonight. Our romance is over. =( When you put cuffs on me in your car just now, you actually sat on my salt-beef bucket which is the middle-class of all! Moreover, I may pee my pants without our matching snoopy underwear. Your glass eye had mocked you behind your back constantly. And honestly, your Cucumber-fetishism is weird, it goes to milk a cow. *sadness*

Love,

Michele.

ah-HAH! a-sincerely-but-so-not-true-piece-of-love-letter. LMAO.

...

1) What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - I’m in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don’t match
Grey - You’re a leprechaun
Yellow - I’m selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What’s the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other –The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I’m allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn’t exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your suicide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I’m scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself
*no Taiwan eh ><*

P/S: i got this thing while linkin' here and there. i found it fun, so post it up for a 'laugh'. =)

*hey dear Ah Tu, we are Not done harr..LMAO.*

-Ah Shi.

a little great.

2009-05-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

.
.
woo0o0oo~~
a sudden feel of feeling GREAT came to me after i passed up my english assignment this morning.
coz i usually do my things on the last minute,
and caused me to hand up later (but not late, YET) on my previous assignment.
due to that time i was really LAZY and blur on thinking of what to write..
i C & P here and there.
but 'caught' by teacher, and 'lectured' by her that night..
got a F for my previous assignment...haiz~
her comments kinda hurt me...*my bad afterall*
BLAHHH~~~
.
but for this morning, it's so great that i got 'something' to pass up to her ON the SPOT.
(during class time, coz the latest to pass up is till 3.30pm)
wohoo~ that time only a few people in the class.
when she asked who wana pass up their assignment now
i stood up, she looked at me, dono why i kinda behsong, took my work and 'throw' (nola, im so good.LOL) put it in front of her.
she took it and browsed through..
my OS: "u better think it's OKAY har..i got put effort in it hor!!"
i know, it's not that good la..
just that, i did TRY to do it already.
duh~
.
.
...
.
just back from school.
having General Maths test just now.
oh-gosh, forgot what's simple interest already..==
just do anyhow, hope my result won't so bad~
oh well, i can BURN my notes now.LOL
tomorrow's test scare me more...
Engineering Maths.
oh-me-gosh!!!
my Add. Maths is sux enough already..
what to say THIS?!
although the last quiz i got what-im-happy-with,
but tomorrow's won't be so easy.
*just hope the OVERALL test i can PASS! God Bless Me.*
.
.

-EAT YOU UP.

saddening.

2009-05-20T22:57:00.005+08:00

Hong.Yu *lovee*

...

should i insist?

i dont like to force.

but, sometimes being insist can change things around...

so, should i??

...

a saddening heart is hiding behind a smile.

it cant be seen...

but it may, if the person really got connected to me.

i guess...

disappointed with me.

5.20

rain.

2009-05-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

下雨天

作詞：LARA 作曲：張傑

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨怎樣的我
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

nice and sweet song.

5.20

eat you up.

2009-05-20T00:00:00.010+08:00

Hong Shih. *lovee her*

...

for the past few years,
i'd been celebrating my birthday every year since primary 4 or 5...
.
2 weeks plus later from now,
it will be my 18th year living on this planet.
but, im not so eager into it's arrival.
i even felt there's no the need to celebrate it...
.
but, that day heard mom's plan. (invite bro's friends to come over too)
think about it, this might be the year that i can celebrate together with big bro..

(too bad 2nd bro cant make it.><) becoz big bro's leaving soon to aussie,

and don't know if my next birthdays will he be around..
so, i'll just 'go' for it then.

wait and see~

All i want for e is/are...

*tadaaa~*

r Be Happy Everyday.

r Pass EVERY subjects and GRADUATE my U smoothly~

r Be more optimistics.

r Be more hardworking and brave.

r Stay healthy.

r Everyone is happy and healthy.

r Less worries/stress for myself.

r Get my hair LOOONG and dyed again by the end of the year. ^^

r Go To Taiwan Soon! *i wanna meet HER!*

*list goes on....*

*hah! all of the above are a part of my wishlist.*

just hope they can be granted~ =) *the Last one is impossible.=(*

.
.

7th is a normal day, but with some add-on wishes for me....eh? =)

520.

for once...

2009-05-19T18:22:00.007+08:00

45 90 135 180 225 270 315 360
which angle should i judge myself on?

361. im weird.

im loving 'it'. but i cant accept and don't know what's in me.

What's In Me??

i felt unsecured...

and why do i always think too much??

*sickening*

.End.

hawtiie.

2009-05-11T21:07:00.005+08:00

there's two words to describe the recent weather..
darn HOT.
even school's air-conditional spoiled today...
duh~~
few of the classes were teaching with the doors opened.
but ours were closed.
about 20 people in a small room = darn HEATY. =="
summore i wore jeans and untied my hair today...
imagine that..duh~
huili and i even tried to run away from being called to do the excercise on board..
so we went down to have a snack together.
when we got into the class....
*heheheheheheh* =="
the teacher just went through 1 or 2 questions only...
then he asked us to do the excercise on board.
le-mao.cant escape from it too in the end.
maybe the teacher knew our childish motive?? LOL

in the class, we had planned a plan that will be going to accomplish it next month~
wohoo~ *really WISH that the plan can go on succesfully...=( God Bless.*

*arghhhhh!!!!! S. i HATE 2009's MAY!!! darnn....*

**WISH that everything going to be ALRIGHT.
i DONT wana f**l!!
i need a motivation now!! ><
God Bless Me. Amen.**

*WANTED*
PAULINE EE POH LING aka dear aka ytbb!!! le-mao~~
i din't skip meals la..heheh.don worry~
reli suka chubby chubby de me?? HAHAHAH
yep~
"despite in different altitudes and longitudes, both hearts ARE always connecting."
w-o-w~ nice mou? XD

-I WILL BE.

i owed her.

2009-05-10T21:18:00.004+08:00

i wonder why...
i didn't 'care' much on this year's Mother's Day...
friends around were mostly getting their moms presents or treat them a meal.
but me, i gave a word. nothing.
even the card also bought from bro and the meal was treated by him too.
i know, i SEEMED like not care/love my mom....
she even blame me not even writing a card for her...

i just wrote her the card which bro bought.
and waited till evening, when she's bathing....
i rushed to her room and put the card into her cupboard.
she read it, indeed, her mood became better...
(coz erlier on she was quite sad/mad about something)

bro cant manage to have dinner with us tonight...
(i know that mom got a little upset about it, but she don't dare to say out...i guess??)
so, after a little dilemma, i decided to send him a message.
asked him can he have dinner with us awhile before going to his futsal.
as i guess mom will be happier and got a little 'surprise' of bro's return? lolx hmm~~
after awhile, he didn't reply.
and mom told me that we just stay at home and eat then.
so, i told bro that it's okay already...

i wonder why cant i say/write out the 3 words to mom in the card...
was it because im not used to put 'sweet things' around my mouth??
or i dont love her? gosh...
but Definitey the SECOND question will be KICKED OUT!!
when facing family...im kinda 'ging' i guess...
didn't express much to them...
oh well~~

Happy Mother's Day to YOU~
and also friends' mom. =)

-I WILL BE~

'gong hei'

2009-05-09T01:09:00.004+08:00

hah.
a LATE night / EARLY in the morning post for today...
CONGRATES to dear la~
woooo~~~~
honestlly, i felt happy..
in the mean time, more on sad....
nvm nvm.cannot be 'selfish'...and tak ada the 'power' pun..LOL
uhmmm.....don wana express here more.
LALALA~ cubit me la~
~.~
.
.
.
.
.
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

-I Will Be.

*in-love-with-song. =)*

wordless.

2009-05-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

oo~
im so 'extra' actually~~
no wonder what my senses told me that time was really got related to your thought.
and im kinda 'correct' with it.woo~
*what's the no. for TOTO next? =>*
whatever.
although it hurted me...for awhile...i admit.
but, think that you're just a normal friend for me now.
so...wont keep it in heart for so long.
we wont see each other all the time too.
so NO conflict. =)
peace.
*the end*

secondofmay.

2009-05-03T22:25:00.008+08:00

yesterday morning,

went back to kuching high to 'search' for fun.

glad to gather with the bunch of xybz. ^^

in the evening,

went to Albert & Michelle for dinner.

it's actually on the purpose of celebrating Ying's birthday.

*thanks for the meal. the CHICKEN chop. deeep meanin. =)*

we got to camwhore in the toilet.

gals' camwhoring PARADISE??

with the ADULT b'day gal.
with dearrie~

with sweety.

around 8pm something after yii sien and ah deh manage to finish their meal,
we headed off to Star and met up with Tian them.
they went earlier for the tickx.
we watched Xmen : the 0rigin of Wolverine.
*something like dat*
a POINTS UP movie.hilarious and cool.woo~
oya, it's so cool that we managed to 'fit' ourselves in the whole row of 14-seats together.
nyeknyek.
after the movie, we were 'desperate' (not that serious la) to look for a 'passer-by'
for helping us to take our group photo.
ying spotted a malay gal...
ended up we needa have 'eye-contact-and-smile-all-the-time' to the cam.
*coz she din't tell us to get ready and just CLICK* o.0
then, home sweet home by kenny.
v

jonathan.liang.eric.kenny.sweety.me.ying.haw.bong.norman.
sien.dearrie.deh.mami.
*at least all of us got into the pic eh. =)*
.

*point* look, norman's head kenak poked by Wolverine's 'adamanthium' claw!! ><
and bong got a FREE haircut.
lmao. *end of laming*

Happy belated ADULT Birthday ying~~ =)

-DAI WO ZOU~

is there anyone that can bring my heart away?

whatever.

2009-05-03T22:06:00.006+08:00

Due to a reason,

i decided to change my

"se7enpointsix.blogspot.com"

michele199167.blogspot.com

sorry for any inconvenience.

thank you.

cheese~

the same thing goes to my msn...

michele199167@hotmail.com

budds just add me eh~

*i'll still be using the old account once in a while.*

thanks.

smiley.

it hit me.

2009-04-29T19:32:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes I just want your attention,
But you're always too busy.
So I kept quiet,
But silent doesn't mean nothing."

i saw these phrases from a gurl's blog.
it hit me.
as this is in my mindset too.
hmm~~

Sometimes i love silence.
Love to be in the quiet situation.
But, it doesn't mean nothing for me...

All I need is a HUG.

-Dai Wo Zou~

tag tagged.

2009-04-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Angel.

01 Who was your last text from ?
> yao dearr.

02 Where was your default picture taken?
> er..where is it?

03 Your relationship status?
> single.

04 Have you ever lost a close friend?
> yeaahhhh..><

05 What is your current mood?
> mixed. moody+excited..-.-

06 How many siblings do you have?
> how much is T-W-O??

07 Whats your brother(s) or sister(s) name?
> Spenz.Ric.

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
> TAIWAN it is!!! (remember our promise ar dearr.XD)

09 Have a crazy side?
> sure!!

10 Ever had a near death experience?
> uhm, not sure if it was?

11 Something you do a lot
> crazying on.......

12 Angry at anyone
> nope.for now...=)

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
> when the person got no interest on me/has love ones/is impossible to be with.=)

14 When was the last time you cried?
> err..yesterday night? or the night before....

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
> YEA! if i can...

16 What you think about when you are feeling asleep?
> my brain leads me to think of my comfortable beddie...^^

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
> er...momma? 'old bean'??

18 What is your favourite song?
> Love Me Like You'll Never See Me Again by Alicia Keys (1 of my favs)

19 What are you doing right now
> *waiting* and doing this questionaire~

20 Who do you trust right now
> 'you' and Lord Jesus.

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
> wearing bro's tee. XD

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
> nah~~~

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
> janet??

24 Describe your life in a word.
> a LittlE more than good.

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
> HMMM~~~ 'ytbb'~ hongshi.yutu.LOL.coz just finished watching HSH. (,'')

26 What should you be doing right now?
> play checkers with the so-called Zhou Gong.

27 What are you listening to?
> Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas.

28 Who was the last person you gave a hug?
> a DEEEP hug? yao dearr~ laz christmas~ woo~

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
> momma, like 10 secs ago?

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
> depends on my mood.

31 What is your natural hair colour?
> blackie. Malaysian, a truly Asian. *i wana be a foreigner.=)*

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
> err....hshmm(s).lol

33 Who was the last person that made you sad?
> i, myself, who is ME. -.- *polluted mind*

34 What do you hear
> everything that goes into my ears and can be interpreted.

35 Is your hair curly or straight
> straight straight long long color color. sama 'fashion' with my beloved.....idol.LOL

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" face?
> nah? @@

37 Do you have a best friend?
> oo-yeaa~~

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
> er...ohya, bro's. =)

39 Do you use smiley face on your computer?
> yeh...

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
> oh yes!

41 Are you happy with your life now?
> *hoping on getting happier.*

42 Are you currently jealous?
> yeaa~

43 What jewellery are you wearing?
> not for now. none will see~ bedtime~

44 What are you doing on Friday night?
> uhm...celebrating Labour Day at homie???

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
> of course!! haizz~~

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> i think....YES.?? hmm~

47 Is there anyone you're really disappointed right now?
> yeah....i think.

48 What was the last reason you went for the doctor for?
> uhm...''chang wei yan"?? (intestine-stomach-'yan') -.-"

49 How late did you stayed up last night and why?
> erm...12+am. forgot what i did.just remembered i'd msg-ed dearr.

50 Have you dated someone longer than a year?
> Nope~ *do me and my dearrie's counts?? LMAO*

I tag:
None.
coz mostly got tagged alrd.eh? =)

iknowhouare.

2009-04-26T21:55:00.006+08:00

*emo moment for me.
just skip me if u don't bother. =)*

last night when 'u' waved at me,
i was a little shocked.*coz i dint notice 'u' at first*
then now, donno why it led me to think of my last-year's-act.
i was really in-a-dilemma-situation that time,
held my breath deeply, and 'sent' it.
i dont really know why u dont reply me after that.
and so, *of course i knew what's the answer already* i just let it be....
after the 'moment', we still hang out, i sat ur car, held your jack for 'u', looking at the back or yours quietly...

*and there's this in-between-thing that lead me to 'hate' u somehow*

*then noticed a little 'act' of urs.haiz....just hope 'u' can stop 'it' soon lo.*

*stupid me to think of this now.ohgosh...-.- think this is the Last time my tears were for 'u'.*

BLA BLA BLA YAAAA~~~
*back to my life* *fulstop*

-DAI WO ZOU~

His. Hers.

2009-04-15T22:08:00.003+08:00

15th April.

the date that 2 babies who were from different years,

different families, different locations, different sexes,

different personalities, were borned.

Both babies were linked to me now.

and yeah, it's a close one.

HIM. eric.

my 2nd bro.... (what's with the eyes ey...)

HER. ee hui.

my blur lovely so-called mamii~ miss ur long hair? let's stop and stare. =)

miss u guys and so to my pals~

not to forget,

Happy 23rd Birthday to you~

Happy 18th Birthday to you~

hugz.

Tears' test.

2009-04-14T19:01:00.004+08:00

*很准叻!*

心理测验：因為什麼才哭 (看自己性格)

排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易，5是最不容易)
5個選項是:
- 感動
- 傷心
- 痛(是肉體, 不是心靈)
- 生氣
- 擔心/緊張

感動
不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是..

揀1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
揀2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西。
揀3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼便做什麼。不過很可愛。
揀4 - 一個不會想，老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
揀5 - 一個很聰明，很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。

傷心
跟你很熟的人覺得你是..

揀1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
揀2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分明得很清楚。
揀3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候，傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出。
揀4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看少，自尊可以算是很強的人。
揀5 - 外鋼內柔的人。知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。

痛
你想別人覺得你是..

揀1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
揀2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
揀3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲。
揀4 - 很聰明，不過又不會驕傲。
揀5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。

生氣
你最希望你的情人是..

揀1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣, 不用問便知道對方要什麼。
揀2 - 不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外鋼內柔。有自己的性格。
揀3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
揀4 - 很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
揀5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。

擔心/緊張
其實你是..

揀1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
揀2 - 孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大班人左一齊, 不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
揀3 - 覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過你不喜歡的人你便不會去管..
揀4 - 直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以瞭解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
揀5 - 不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!

* i got :
1 (er...not sure.)
1 (50/50)
3 ( haha.im a good ppl...lolx. i care 'her' lots...u noe u noe? hahahah (,'') )
4 (er...kinda accurate~ i can prepare for him too.......i think.)
2 ( woo~ 99% currrrect!!)
What's YOURS??? =)*

♥ 谜 。雪 ♥

ds-se7enpointsix.

Self-made poem?

It's all on me.ME.me

Stay.or Leave.

My muscles are alived.

虾？last post liao ar？ 哦~~~

自言自语篇

我不为它快乐

离开

可悲

lei le.

family night out.

心不了情

don't give me.

worst night.

first.pertama.yi.

mask.

wo de hai pa.

♥

feelin'

compass? navigator??

a cool night.

halo.

Haloween.

牙 很痛！

静静的

came from hutan.

感性

F O O D .

abbbbsolute!

jiewonideerduo

i was blessed.

those days.

错爱

sam tam

saa-turr-daee

i got feelin's

trustworthy not.

don't regret.

ima 'big-peeple'?

debt.

haiz...

no difference.

cry like Tsunami.

when...

strictly lost.

not my day.

24, memorable spending.

desperado?

stick to one please.

i'm with you.

wo.yizhidouzai....

niwoTA.

yu da de ye wan.

heart.

...

watatoooot.

igottafeelin'

mwa.

fun.not.

symptoms!!

DAN is borned.

15 hours' "day trip".

DAN's coming soon.

me didn't pay me water bill?

the ohs.

tag tagged 2.

holymamame.

dream-finals.

lemon tree.

wherzmaheart.

imy.

banana.

hurtmemore.

im a weak human.

officially 18.

coconut.

Benjamin Button.

myex.com

♥ 谜。雪 ♥

虾？last post liao ar？哦~~~

牙很痛！